so i have fallen in love with a tattoo artist by the name of yann black. i want some of his art work on my body. i love it. it is so simple and yet so complex. he allows people to just use their body to do whatever he wants. it always comes out amazing. why does he have to be french. i heard of him about a year ago and have just fallen in love with ( Read more... )

how do you let go of someone and yet still know that you love them? i feel so confused about everything. i sit here shaking and crying (everyday action now). coming home and punching the wall leaving tiny little red dots on the wall. i must wash it off soon before anyone sees. when will the pain stop? i should have never started anything. just let ( Read more... )

i miss....

wow. so much has changed...

why doesn't everything stay the same?

i am done here...

how sick of me ( Read more... )

o my god i loved it!!!!! i love working there!!!!! i love the people!!!!!!! this is a great job. very easy... very fun... very diverse.

i start tomorrow at 4pm and work till midnight. =) i hope i can stay awake. i am really excited. i got a lot of new things today. i hope they all look ok on me... grandma spent $320 on kris and i am we got about the same thing. mo and sofia and chris got a shirt each but other than that, it was all kris and i. we got a shit load of vhs from ( Read more... )

sometimes i look at myself and think, man, you're really fucking inadequate.

i feel like i got hit in the back with a baseball bat. it hurts so bad... mostly my left side. i don't think it was from sleeping... i think it was from the kids last night. i didn't sleep so well last night. after i went back to sleep i kept waking up... ::sigh:: i woke up to music blasting... it wasn't good music either. so kris and i watched ( Read more... )

Well I walked over the bridge ( Read more... )