Today, I realize that I can stop it. I don't have to think like this. I have control over how I feel.
Yet I have no reason to stop it.
It's just so much easier this way.
I used to wonder about one thing. If that might make things worth it.
But now I know. And it doens't.
There's not even any mystery left. Nothing to look forward to.
So why deal?
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