five years.

i'm so fucking sick of doubts. i want to live my life, full speed ahead, if this is the wrong direction i hope we die before we can even begin to pay for it. not in all aspects, i suppose, but most ( Read more... )

sometimes i wonder how it can still hurt so much.
in my mind i am back in paris when you were far away and unreachable.

the lonely in my life right now is near tangible.
so sad i'm numb

this skin thing is getting to be unbearable. i got one hour of sleep last night because i was itching so much. guess it's back to the doctor with me.
i should be out shopping right now, but god how i love to procrastinate.

my skin has taken to bubbling lately. i've got lots of little bubbles between my fingers ( Read more... )

i hope it snows ( Read more... )

WHAT THE FUCK, EVAN?!?!!?
why would you do that?
fuck fuck fuck
you suck and are retarded.

i'm scared.

procrastination is an essential part of it.
i'm very hungry, and i have an agenda.
now tell me to get these oozing legs moving!
earwax is not lunch.