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Breaking Up
I think I might end up breaking up with Andy. I asked him to say sometimg silly in the presence of his mom but he wouldn't & I really feel like he's embarrassed by me and who I am n what I am. Why, O Reader, should I date someone like that?
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Plan?
Okay. I'm at school. I need to think. I need to plan. Anything is better than suicide or self-harm.
1. Complete math course.
A. If pass, no problem.
B. If fail, big problem.
B1. Beg for certificate option, but not until course is completed.
B2. Get a summer job. Save money, OR continue along parental line of thought that this will be my meaningless life ( Read more... ) -
I feel like I'm going to explode.
Okay, first of all, getting woken up from a nap sucks major. Worse is getting woken up for a petty thing, like carrying down seat cushions when dad or mom could've done it. Worse-major is carrying down said cushions for the couch that used to be upstairs in front of the tv. Bastard parents took away the frakking sitting tool for the tv. URGH. DAMN ( Read more... ) -
Whoops.
Okay, my battery's about to die, so I'm going to try to sneak into Jackie's room to steal New Moon, unless dad's still in the gameroom. But I was going to update :(. L8R, I guess.
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Sucko major
I really hate how all the men that I crush on are taken! At least, this time around, neither chrises were wearing priest collars or cassocks! I miss seeing Jason, I'm going to read the da Vinci code and angels and demons, and then watch the movies, becauee ewan mcgregor looks a lot like jason. I'm glad Jason told me to leave him alone as best he ( Read more... ) -
Lent
My mother thinks that I should "eat breakfast" for Lent ( Read more... ) -
shtuff
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Umm, testing?
I really hope this posts. I'll get on my laptop later, but I've only just now thought to add an app ... And I really hope that I am not opening myself up for viruses lol.
Mom won't let me change my major. She said that this is my last chance. Because I tried to open up and tried to explain that I'm just really stressed, she scolded me-- told me that ( Read more... ) -
Every time he talks to me, it's a stab in the <3 because I still like him.
I am NOT talking about C, I'm talking about Slagel. *shudders* If he ever reads this, I am so dead, lol. Sent me a message, saying that he's trying to work things out with his girlfriend. Well, thanks. I guess I'll ... try to not love you? Ack!! Holy fuck, man, what the hell am I supposed to tell him?! "I hope it works out :)"???????????? I hope ( Read more... ) -
I can't stand just talking/journaling to myself.
I need to journal here. J was just one person that thought that I was 'round the bend. Nobody else wanted to have a little chat with me and tell me that my symptoms were heightened. *shrugs* He can think what he wants to think ( Read more... )