its happening again...of course its the only time i ever come back to write in this damn thing....

i was so happy for such a long time....now i'm stuck in a rut

i suppose i dont really wanna talk about it....maybe later.

how have i invested so much of my time and energy into things that dont give me what i deserve back?
i've been used then shoved aside and for what?
or rather shall i say why?
because of a bad fucking mood.
i'll give you a bad fucking mood.
try not talking to me...see where that gets you now...

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Just wanted to say

Hope everyone's christmas was everything they wished for and more

Happy Holidays!!

I know I know, haven't been here in awhile ( Read more... )

so basically i want you all to know that i'm an idiot that makes big things out of little ones and i got damn close to ruining a good thing...so i would just like to say that from now on...i won't be expressing much personal feelings anymore....at least i'm going to try....besides, its time to be happy not sad right? its xmas!!!! wooo!!!

i'd be a lesbian if i didn't hate girls just as equally

my world has been flipped upside down and turned back in circles...i'm so dizzy i'm sick, not knowing which direction is straight, i've got myself stuck in a rut with no knight and shining armour to save me how could i let myself get this way so sick i can't move so nauseated i can't leave the bathroom, so full of hearache i've resorted to mean... ( Read more... )