The boyfriend.

[misztracy]

Sometimes I wonder if he feels the same way as me. I don't mean to doubt him but if you know what our relationship has been through, I have all the right reasons to. It is just the simple things that make me wonder lately and I wonder if it is even worth my time. I'm not trying to determine whether or not I want to be with him because I know I do.

Comments

[mindspray]

no i dont think you should just appreciate the fact that things could be worse. if you're unhappy about something then you should speak up. don't settle on all accounts of your love life. say something if it really means something to you, plus it promotes communication.

[ngoc]

i thought he was working before as a manager of verizon or something? and you said he's a hard worker... why is he out of a job now? i don't get it. shouldn't it be easy for him to find a new job with his experience? but anyways, that's not the point

[misztracy]

Thanks sis. I do tell him how I feel but sometimes I feel like he's not listening. Honestly I think how most guys are right? Mom says we all ended up with the same time of guy, we talk talk talk talk, and they don't have anything to say. I understand its harder for men to open up with their feelings its just we have been through a lot of rough times and I really don't want to get too much into detail about that right now. So I have had a lot of doubts since then, etc. I have reasons to. But its ok.

Things are getting better now. He's trying and I'm trying my best to make sure my life is straight and help him through his struggles as well.