dark paradise | Warehouse 13; myka/h.g | 1653 words | r | written for
Porn Battle with the prompt 'Survival' | Inadvertently works as a prequel to
take me to the finish line (
She hears a voice, hears her name spoken softly in a way that sounds achingly familiar. )
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(She can't do words in this moment. She just can't. There are things that need to be said, asked, she knows, but it's too much for her right now. It's easier to speak those truths in touch.) JESUS FUCKING CHRIST, WOMAN, WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING?! I MEAN, REALLY. YOU CAN'T BE SERIOUS WITH THIS. NO. I FORBID THIS. THE POPE FORBIDS THIS. GOD AND ALLAH AND BUDDAH AND ADELE FORBID THIS. MADDIE IS STANDING ON THE COMPUTER FORBIDDING THIS. And breaking shit in the process.
(She can't bear to let Helena take control because she's afraid she'll be gentle in her passion; comforting, loving. Myka still isn't ready for that.) THIS IS JUST NOT NORMAL.. WHAT IS YOUR HEAD?
The sounds that comes from Helena's lips now is entirely new and entirely without control.
(It doesn't drown the feeling in Myka's chest like she'd hoped but makes it expand inside her with a whisper in her head that sounds like I love you.) WHAT. IS. WRONG ( ... )
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(Um, but I should maybe warn you now so the shock doesn't kill you, that I am in fact writing a little Beckett/Myka something for Paula. So that's happening.)
Glad you enjoyed it darling! <3
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Thank you for reading it, I'm so glad you liked it!
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(She can't bear to let Helena take control because she's afraid she'll be gentle in her passion; comforting, loving. Myka still isn't ready for that.)
Aw, MYKA. You're so messed up.
She pauses briefly at the smooth line of Helena's underwear where it intersects her pale skin; this is their last line to cross and even in her desperation Myka understands its significance. She feels a pressure in her chest that has nothing to do with how hard she's breathing, but is entirely emotional and she wants to drown it ( ... )
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Poor Myka. I just want to hug her as well. :( I think she'd definitely have a lot of complicated feelings about Helena at this point.
Hee, I know, Helena has turned out to be super sweet in my head. I don't know why that is, but I don't think it's entirely out of character. I like to think her softer side is just more accessible to Myka than to anyone else.
Thank you again for the comment, I'm so glad you enjoyed this!
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Oh, for sure. That's actually one of the main reasons I hope they bring Helena back in a substantial way for S3 (besides the obvious), because watching Myka and the others navigate a resurrected HG would be a dramatic goldmine. Having to see everyone learning to trust and forgive HG could be a strong subarc through the whole season, with juicy material I know the actors would utterly knock out of the park.
Hee, I know, Helena has turned out to be super sweet in my head. I don't know why that is, but I don't think it's entirely out of character. I like to think her softer side is just more accessible to Myka than to anyone else. I don't think it's totally out of character, either, because I actually think Helena became noticeably sweeter and gentler with Myka starting with "3...2...1" and continuing in the S3 finale. I mean, obviously they had a connection throughout S2, but Helena was still very guarded and you didn't get the same sense of ( ... )
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I totally agree with your assessment of "3...2...1" as being the point in which their relationship actually shifted into 'love' territory. I just desperately hope, whether H.G returns or not, that they actually take some time to legitimately explore Myka's feelings for her and how the events of Emily Lake/Stand effect her.
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(Not at the fic, because GUH, but at Effie's comment.)
I BEG YOUR PARDON, ARE YOU ILL?
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And yooooooouuuuu. For reading. And such. (I still intend to write your requests btw - though does my text fic count as making out in the kitchen or shall I just go ahead and do something new? - as soon as I have time. I need to stop having a life. Or just a job actually as that basically is my life at the moment. I resent the way it intrudes on fic writing time though.)
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