maybe if i could keep my mind off my so called 'problems' and focused more on existence and such, i would be more productive. i love my life right now, everything is so new and exciting ( Read more... )

so just this past week, my dad and his "soul mate" kay broke up. at first i felt bad for my dad since he's been moping around complaining of stomach aches, insomnia, and a general feeling of disbelief and confusion. THEN i realized that if my dad doesn't spend every saturday night at her house, he'll be at HOME!!! HOW CAN I HAVE PARTIES IF MY DAD ( Read more... )

shit man, i gotta learn how to dance!!! :D:D

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Super cool pictures from my near death experience!!


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i'm getting my wisdom teeth out tomorrow at 9am!! :-O i'm kind of nervous, but then again i think it will be interesting. i just don't want an iv after those crazy blood bank people almost killed me w/ a needle ( Read more... )

so from fri to tues, basically the entire weekend and then some, my dad went to tahoe to stay w/ some friends. realizing my dad was gone, i decided that i needed to evacuate the house, as i'd get scared if i were home alone. ( i know, i know..) so i left home and i partied, stayed up late, carved pumpkins, and whatnot for a few days, only to return ( Read more... )

thank god i didn't decide to take an entire year off ( Read more... )

i worry for my life. i actually believe that i am dying slowly more and more everyday. i can't believe i missed the beck concert. i just.. i don't know what the point of life is, if not to partake in that which makes me whole.

AHHH!! !Oh'sdlabgl'sdbagsdgj

wtf man. wtf. ...

today's horoscope ( Read more... )

i am ashamed of what i think, and embarassed about how i feel ( Read more... )