Fanfic : Second Chance [Chapter 1]
Title : Second Chance [Chapter 1]
Pairing : Homin (Yunho/Changmin)
Length : Chaptered (1/?)
Genre : Angst, Romance, Smut
Rating : PG-NC17
Warning : Un-betaed
Summary : We said goodbye and found our own way even though it hurt us both. So why do you have to come back and ask for a second change?
[ POSTER]
[CHAPTER 1]
The last box was sealed and I couldn't decide whether to ignore the knocking and head straight for the shower or take a chance. I was in no mood for donating, being converted or buying anything, but the knocking was relentless.
I pulled open my door and my heart started to race.
"Hey Min." Still so handsome. his hair still in the same dark brown that i loved.
"Yunho." Surprise overcame me. He wore faded blue jeans and a black t-shirt. His boots were weathered enough to be the same.
"I heard about Seo Hyun. I'm sorry." His voice stirred me.
"Come in." He walked in to my box filled living room. "We're moving."
"We?"
"I have a daughter, Ji Yool." I could smell my sweat and imagine how I looked ‘does he realized that i named my daughter with the name he loved?’
"Hmm, I was packing, why are you here Yunho?"
"I was hoping to talk to you Min." His eyes looked right through me; I felt naked.
"There's wine and Beer in the frig. Help yourself. I'll be right back."
"Take your time, Min." My name sounded ethereal.
I left the room and shut the bathroom door behind me. Leaning against it I took a deep breath, yanked off my sweat shirt and shorts; flipped over my head to stuff my brown hair into a towel. I couldn't think about anything but a decade of dreams. Every fiber of my being remembered; no one made me feel like this. Not even Seo Hyun.
I wrapped a towel around my waist and wiped the steamy mirror. It steamed again. I left the bathroom for my bedroom to find something to wear and a mirror. I picked a dark blue t-shirt that clung to my broad shoulders and made my now tanned skin look great enough. ‘Why did I care?’ I blew the extra water from my hair scrunching the bottom with my fingers as it rested on my shoulders. I put on some perfume. With hands on hips and heart beating a mile a minute l smiled at my reflection. ‘But why was he here?’
***
I found Yunho sitting on the floor with a glass of wine in his hand and another, resting on a box. "Sit with me Min." He handed me the wine and patted the floor next to him.
"How did you find out?" I asked.
"I knew a few months ago, but I wasn't sure if you would want to see me."
"It's been a long time, Yunho; life goes on."
"Did you have a good life with her?" he sipped the wine.
"Seo Hyun was a great mother; Ji Yool has taken it hard. I don't know if she'll ever get over it. That hurts me. He was a good wife too. Everything worked, until last year."
"How did it happen?"
"She was coming home from shopping. It was April and icy. A car ran right through a red light and never stopped. She was in a coma for days and then gone. Life changed in a minute."
"I'm sorry." He rested his hand sympathetically on my knee. I felt electricity creep on my body.
"Why did you come here Yunho?"
"I did what you wanted Min, but I never stopped thinking about you. I've lived with your goodbye hoping that one day I'd find a way back. I didn't want to disrupt your life. I never dreamed of these circumstances."
"That was a long time ago."
"When did you have Ji Yool? Where is she?"
"Ji Yool's seven and she's with my parents for the weekend. They went to check on their shore house and she loves being with them. We're moving on Monday."
"Take a ride with me Min."
"Where?"
"I want you to see something." I grabbed my sandals and walked with him to his black Audi. He opened the door for me. Life had been good to him. We talked about the past. Words flowed and we laughed like it was the middle of 90's. He parked.
"Do you remember this place Min?" I looked at the lush green. It smelled like the first day of spring. My heart raced.
"I've driven by a thousand times and never stopped." I said.
"Let's follow the trail." We walked through the Seoul Garden; our favorite place in another life.
"Do you remember our tree Min?" He asked me. ‘Of course i remember it. You carved CM + YH almost a decade ago. Oh yes! Every detail was embedded into my heart.’
"I remember it, Yunho." Yunho took my hand and I shivered. We walked a few more steps and he turned to me. The fragrance of spring mixed with his sensuality. I was dizzy.
"Min, you haven't changed in nine years."
"I have. We all changed."
"I've never stopped." He kissed me lightly, "This is where I see you."
We approached a stream and sat on the bank. He kissed me again, this time with the passion that existed in my dreams. I kissed him back; he pulled me close. We softened into each other with lips, tongues and bodies. I was losing consciousness.
"I know you're here, but why Yunho?"
"Min, it still takes my breath away to look at you. I close my eyes and smell you and remember every place we ever went, especially this one. You've always had my heart; I've never recovered." Yunho always had the right words.
"I never forgot either." I said. 'Every song and smell reminds me of you, of us'.
He pulled me close and kissed me. I kissed him back; long, wet and dreamlike.
"I wonder if we could find our spot." I said. He took my hand; we followed the trail. Wild flowers painted the forest; everything smelled like past love.
At a small rocky path we turned to navigate the ground.
"I think this is it." Yunho lowered himself to sit on a grassy patch and I sat beside him.
He put his arms around me holding me close. The scent and feel of him aroused hidden feelings. He began to kiss me; first tenderly, long and surreal. My first instinct was to hold back but my heart surrendered. Nothing mattered except this moment. I touched his face. He began to kiss my neck as his hands slid under my t-shirt. I couldn't breathe as he laid me down in the soft grass. His tongue slowly took me away. His teeth gently bit. I remembered what only he could make me feel. I was living my secret fantasy. The pleasure of our bodies becoming one was overwhelming. We made love in the grass secluded by trees with no regard to the danger of being discovered. When our senses returned I remembered where we were and pulled my t-shirt twisted and contorted over me. I looked around. He was still in the grass smiling, pants down boots on.
To Be Continue~ [ CHAPTER 2]
A/N : it's my first time writting smut. *although it turned out into a lame smut and it seems there's no smut in this chapter* :p
Comments are loved! So, to all the readers (if i have any), please tell me your opinion~ :D
Pairing : Homin (Yunho/Changmin)
Length : Chaptered (1/?)
Genre : Angst, Romance, Smut
Rating : PG-NC17
Warning : Un-betaed
Summary : We said goodbye and found our own way even though it hurt us both. So why do you have to come back and ask for a second change?
[ POSTER]
[CHAPTER 1]
The last box was sealed and I couldn't decide whether to ignore the knocking and head straight for the shower or take a chance. I was in no mood for donating, being converted or buying anything, but the knocking was relentless.
I pulled open my door and my heart started to race.
"Hey Min." Still so handsome. his hair still in the same dark brown that i loved.
"Yunho." Surprise overcame me. He wore faded blue jeans and a black t-shirt. His boots were weathered enough to be the same.
"I heard about Seo Hyun. I'm sorry." His voice stirred me.
"Come in." He walked in to my box filled living room. "We're moving."
"We?"
"I have a daughter, Ji Yool." I could smell my sweat and imagine how I looked ‘does he realized that i named my daughter with the name he loved?’
"Hmm, I was packing, why are you here Yunho?"
"I was hoping to talk to you Min." His eyes looked right through me; I felt naked.
"There's wine and Beer in the frig. Help yourself. I'll be right back."
"Take your time, Min." My name sounded ethereal.
I left the room and shut the bathroom door behind me. Leaning against it I took a deep breath, yanked off my sweat shirt and shorts; flipped over my head to stuff my brown hair into a towel. I couldn't think about anything but a decade of dreams. Every fiber of my being remembered; no one made me feel like this. Not even Seo Hyun.
I wrapped a towel around my waist and wiped the steamy mirror. It steamed again. I left the bathroom for my bedroom to find something to wear and a mirror. I picked a dark blue t-shirt that clung to my broad shoulders and made my now tanned skin look great enough. ‘Why did I care?’ I blew the extra water from my hair scrunching the bottom with my fingers as it rested on my shoulders. I put on some perfume. With hands on hips and heart beating a mile a minute l smiled at my reflection. ‘But why was he here?’
***
I found Yunho sitting on the floor with a glass of wine in his hand and another, resting on a box. "Sit with me Min." He handed me the wine and patted the floor next to him.
"How did you find out?" I asked.
"I knew a few months ago, but I wasn't sure if you would want to see me."
"It's been a long time, Yunho; life goes on."
"Did you have a good life with her?" he sipped the wine.
"Seo Hyun was a great mother; Ji Yool has taken it hard. I don't know if she'll ever get over it. That hurts me. He was a good wife too. Everything worked, until last year."
"How did it happen?"
"She was coming home from shopping. It was April and icy. A car ran right through a red light and never stopped. She was in a coma for days and then gone. Life changed in a minute."
"I'm sorry." He rested his hand sympathetically on my knee. I felt electricity creep on my body.
"Why did you come here Yunho?"
"I did what you wanted Min, but I never stopped thinking about you. I've lived with your goodbye hoping that one day I'd find a way back. I didn't want to disrupt your life. I never dreamed of these circumstances."
"That was a long time ago."
"When did you have Ji Yool? Where is she?"
"Ji Yool's seven and she's with my parents for the weekend. They went to check on their shore house and she loves being with them. We're moving on Monday."
"Take a ride with me Min."
"Where?"
"I want you to see something." I grabbed my sandals and walked with him to his black Audi. He opened the door for me. Life had been good to him. We talked about the past. Words flowed and we laughed like it was the middle of 90's. He parked.
"Do you remember this place Min?" I looked at the lush green. It smelled like the first day of spring. My heart raced.
"I've driven by a thousand times and never stopped." I said.
"Let's follow the trail." We walked through the Seoul Garden; our favorite place in another life.
"Do you remember our tree Min?" He asked me. ‘Of course i remember it. You carved CM + YH almost a decade ago. Oh yes! Every detail was embedded into my heart.’
"I remember it, Yunho." Yunho took my hand and I shivered. We walked a few more steps and he turned to me. The fragrance of spring mixed with his sensuality. I was dizzy.
"Min, you haven't changed in nine years."
"I have. We all changed."
"I've never stopped." He kissed me lightly, "This is where I see you."
We approached a stream and sat on the bank. He kissed me again, this time with the passion that existed in my dreams. I kissed him back; he pulled me close. We softened into each other with lips, tongues and bodies. I was losing consciousness.
"I know you're here, but why Yunho?"
"Min, it still takes my breath away to look at you. I close my eyes and smell you and remember every place we ever went, especially this one. You've always had my heart; I've never recovered." Yunho always had the right words.
"I never forgot either." I said. 'Every song and smell reminds me of you, of us'.
He pulled me close and kissed me. I kissed him back; long, wet and dreamlike.
"I wonder if we could find our spot." I said. He took my hand; we followed the trail. Wild flowers painted the forest; everything smelled like past love.
At a small rocky path we turned to navigate the ground.
"I think this is it." Yunho lowered himself to sit on a grassy patch and I sat beside him.
He put his arms around me holding me close. The scent and feel of him aroused hidden feelings. He began to kiss me; first tenderly, long and surreal. My first instinct was to hold back but my heart surrendered. Nothing mattered except this moment. I touched his face. He began to kiss my neck as his hands slid under my t-shirt. I couldn't breathe as he laid me down in the soft grass. His tongue slowly took me away. His teeth gently bit. I remembered what only he could make me feel. I was living my secret fantasy. The pleasure of our bodies becoming one was overwhelming. We made love in the grass secluded by trees with no regard to the danger of being discovered. When our senses returned I remembered where we were and pulled my t-shirt twisted and contorted over me. I looked around. He was still in the grass smiling, pants down boots on.
To Be Continue~ [ CHAPTER 2]
A/N : it's my first time writting smut. *although it turned out into a lame smut and it seems there's no smut in this chapter* :p
Comments are loved! So, to all the readers (if i have any), please tell me your opinion~ :D