CB 3 was fucking amazing.

Took two pills and had a good time.

Saw lots of cute things.

Hugged lots of people.

Yea it was good night.

That is all.

Glad I got to see Phil and Josh today/yesterday.

Went up to New Hampshire this weekend with my father.
It was strange and I honestly didn't have a good time.
I wonder why I even went?
The only good thing about it was my Great Aunt Nancy. She was a barrel of laughs. She even described herself as a "dirty old woman" b/c she took a picture of two flamingos doing the "nasty dance".

Everything has been going good except for saving money for rent. Next month I'm not going to be able to do anything b/c I know that I'm going to have my own bill in full cause my mom doesn't want me to "steal" money from her...

Outside of that go listen to Scattered Trees song Sparrow...and cry.

Sometimes I hate myself.

I finally realize that I am a waste of my own time.

FUCK LOVE.

I'M FRIGGIN PISSED!!!!

Ai got kicked outta Hello Project for good.
She's gone from the JPOP world and so is my heart.
FUCK HELLO PROJECT!
ARGH!
Stupid Asian BITCHES.

There is a fine line between wanting to relax and needing to relax.
There is a fine line between wanting something and needing something.

Needing is a addiction. Wanting is a human action.

People who need, have a problem.

Ok so my posts haven't made much sense, but I'm going to explain everything that I'm going through...I think that's the only way I can make sense of myself ( Read more... )

Ok so...

everything will hopefully be ok w/Paier...I was over acting over everything.

I've decided to give up smoking and drinking. I've realized it's not worth feeling shitty all the time.

I want to die.

I've already decided to leave Paier.

Ok, now its time to find a new college while I'm in the college I'm in now.