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so stressed i could punch a baby... if only i could quit crying...
so he hasn't called in 3 days. won't return my phone calls. and now he's MIA when he was supposed to be at a very important appointment. i went to the dr. office. to try and catch him. find out wtf is going on. the van is gone from our parking spot. his aunt took it back to casa grande cuz of the flood damage the land lord needs to repair. but he ( Read more... ) -
k....so
my ex's, A. well his sister... her baby's daddy was killed in a car accident last night... and now little marcus is without a daddy and it's fucking weird... Em asked me to stop by and see her and M and the baby.... of course i'm going... it's still going to be weird. but they're still family... goddamn this is so weird... we all hated the fucker ( Read more... ) -
life
life is bliss. i'm working graveyard at CRH, kenny's living with me now, and we're starting our life together. i'm happier than i have ever been, despite life's every day tragedy. my home is lovely. cows and chickens and free eggs and fresh, healthy meat and kind neighbors and a small group of supportive friends. a wonderful man who knows how to ( Read more... ) -
what it is...
tonight at midnight i turn 21 years old. i'm hyper excited... i'm seeing a great guy who WILL stick around, friend of close friends... his name is kenny. and he's going to school to be a nurse too. i start phlebotomy on the 29th. exciting as all get out. I GET A LAB COAT!!! spiffy! i'm having weird dreams again... at least i'm dreaming again. i ( Read more... ) -
so yea....
the whole lucas thing fizzled out way fast... he just stopped talking to me... i'm assuming he's met someone, which is fine... but i wish he had the decentcy to tell me instead of being a douche about it.... anyways, made money today, which is always nice... go for an interview tomorrow, have a lunch date and a dinner date, which is spiffy.. two ( Read more... ) -
it's been forever
i need to keep up with this thing more ( Read more... ) -
life...
so. it's been FOREVER!!!!! i moved down to casa grande, the armpit of the universe and fell in love and we are moving back up to chandler on the 1st of august, yes, just 6 days away. moving in with my brother, gabe, my best friend aubree and my love, scott thompson... i'm not supposed to tell anyone until it's official and all, but we are to be ( Read more... ) -
sorry
i didn't mean all of you. i meant all the assholes i left behind in the valley, and in particular, one asshole in spain. people get mean when they're hurt. just like i did. i didn't mean near half of you... some of you, but you know who you are and dont even talk to me anyways. the rest of you, i miss like crazy. anyways. sorry -
beauty
ya know, for the longest time i thought i was going to have to move a world away to find some peace and happiness.... turns out i just had to move less than 50 miles south and out of the valley. i start my new job at Francisco Grande Golf Resort in the morning, 48+ hours a week. not too bad at all. pay is decent too... but that's all just perks. ( Read more... ) -
whatup
hey kids mikey got crazy so i peaced it to casa grande, hit me up if ya want the scoop. besides that, take care all you crazy kids and stay off my lawn.