The specific one I'm looking for has Merlin and Arthur living on the same residence hall and there's a party going on. Merlin walks into the bathroom and Arthur is there about to commit suicide. Merlin stays and talks to Arthur, not realizing what was about to happen. They eventually end up together, and Arthur starts seeing a therapist and
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The other was one of the most depressing things I've ever read...Uther catches Arthur and Merlin in a compromising position and forces Merlin into an institution. No happy ending. I'd have to look for it, but I'm a little afraid to recommend it...it's well done, but utterly devastating. And actually, Merlin isn't even mentally ill...just being treated as if he is to 'cure' his gayness/keep him away from Arthur.
I've also read a wonderful story..have to remember the name, where they are in high school, and Arthur has slept with everyone. He and Merlin get involved, and though he loves Merlin, he can't help screwing around and hurts Merlin's feelings. Arthur finally starts seeing the school counselor to deal with his issues/behavior. It's not a big part of the story, but I thought it was an important part.
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I know the one the OP mentions, but I haven't found it in my bookmarks yet. Another good one for the angst is No Loyal Knight and True, but again, only read it if you have tissues handy. How to Save a Life deals with the aftermath of suicide, but it's still currently a WIP (I know the writer and they're in the middle of another fic rn, so idk if they have plans to get back to it...I live in hope).
I...can probably come up with some other recs, if I go hunting for them. I'll be back ;)
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It's You Cannot Leave Me Behind by nyxelestia.
If you check this page on tumblr, there are a couple more fics that might fit your criteria.
I also remembered this fic: The Wasting Game. I had to check for the tags, but yeah, suicidal thoughts are listed. Merlin develops an eating disorder.
Breaking Point by tailor 31415 is the one in which Merlin tries to kill himself but fails because of his immortality.
You can check this page on another tumblr for more relevant fics.
Also: The third one, where Arthur kills Merlin and leaves him to die is not a suicide fic. It's a magic reveal gone bad fic. It's called Pining for the Moon, written by EveryPeachPearPlum. It's got a happy ending.
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This author has a particolar knack in making our poor Merlin suffer so I can reccomend his/her fics.
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Looks like I should probably edit my request to happy endings only LOL I'll definitely not be reading any "soul-crushing" stories. Thanks for the recs! I'm looking forward to reading them, especially canon era ones. Seeing how depression is handled in Camelot will be interesting.
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Crystal Clear by msdare
Summary: Merlin's practically done for tonight, but this last cubicle needs to be cleaned, and the junior manager occupying it is still working, even though it’s way past 9:00 p.m. Merlin should probably just dust around him or ask him to move, but the problem is that talking to people tends to make Merlin lose it. And Merlin really doesn't need to fall apart before the end of his shift.
The New Normal by GeekLover
Summary: When Arthur returns, his first mission is to find Merlin. But after a misunderstanding that gets Arthur sent to a mental hospital that mission has to be put on hold...or does it? When Arthur finds Merlin at the mental hospital he thinks that part of the mission is over, but it's really just beginning.
No Such Thing As a Quick Fix by Deminos
Summary: Modern AU. Mental patient Merlin Emrys intrigues Arthur Pendragon to no end. The goal was to do his internship and be done with it but before he knew it Arthur had already fallen in more ways than one. Happy ending thank god. ( ... )
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