671. There Are Different Types of Love....

Jan 11, 2012 21:19

(Taken shamelessly from mememaker's 126. I can love you in so many different ways. Because I looooove mememaker and this was one of my favorite memes.)

This meme deals with three types of love, angsty, sweet, and twisted! Please note that there are triggers abound!

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- Go to RNG and enter numbers 1-3 ( Read more... )

love-affection, rated: nc17, shipping-romance, fluff, rated: pg, warning: possible triggers, dark-horror, rated: r, smut

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2-3 Cause RNG is a sadist. lololol. Slightly lampshaded. sterlingwins January 27 2012, 04:44:37 UTC
[It seems a day like any other. There's an emergency meeting as they discuss supplies and how to get through the next month. There's a call over the radio from a young girl named Olivia heading up a small group of survivors. They're doing everything they can, but she doesn't think they'll last out the week. She talks to Dean for a while, cool and even, and gives them coordinates.

The location puts the worst area of Croates between them. It's across the lines of the military, through the zone where the deeper attacks as of late have been pushing the infected. The same natural benefits of terrain that made it a good location for a base camp, also meant that circling around would be a difficult proposition at best.

What makes it not like any other day is that it's Sterling who's dead-set on going after them. All of a sudden he's the one advocating a suicide mission, using thin tactical maybes as justification in what's usually Dean's jurisdiction. Sterling's always the pragmatist, always the survivalist, the hardly cares about ( ... )

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Lmmfao RNG you so silly heavenonhigh January 27 2012, 20:12:20 UTC
[He knows there'd been a meeting, to which he'd declined his invitation, and when there's a knock on his door he also knows that it's either one of two people: Dean, to complain about Sterling, or Sterling, to complain about Dean. Shoving up from his bed- and he'd actually been doing something useful for once, cleaning and checking out the few guns he keeps in his cabin- he moves over to the door, wiping his greasy hands off on his jeans before tugging it open.

Looks like it's Sterling tonight, and though he's curiously devoid of bruises and there's not a speck of blood anywhere that Cas can see, something's off, just off enough that he notices, brows knitting together just slightly.]

Hey. Something happen?

[He steps out of the doorway and waves Sterling inside.]

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sterlingwins January 27 2012, 22:28:06 UTC
[Sterling nods at that question, sighing as he slips inside. Part of him wants to be alone, but Sterling doesn't trust that part of himself. He's fairly certain that part would end up with him trudging out into the dark on some fool errand to go save her himself. He knows that's about as stupid as bad plans get, but that doesn't stop that strange urge that wants to do something now and not wait until morning. He's also not looking forward to re-having that argument in the morning, either. Of course, it would probably go a lot better if Sterling actually admitted what it was about this one that made him care ( ... )

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heavenonhigh January 28 2012, 23:00:57 UTC
[Cas frowns, more than a little bit confused. Isn't that what they always argue about? Isn't that the issue that's usually debated so intensely that it comes to blows nine times out of ten?]

...And that's a bad thing why, exactly?

[Something about Sterling's voice and general demeanor is off, enough that even Cas notices, and so he heads over to his cabinet automatically, grabs the two closest glasses he can find, and drops them onto the table. He doesn't suppose Sterling's reason for advocating a suicide mission is something he's going to be particularly forthcoming with, not if it's something personal. Cas actually knows fairly little about the other man, though he imagines that's at least in part because most of their deeper conversations had taken place while one or both of them had been a bit less than coherent. If he's being honest, he's rather curious as to what could rattle him this way ( ... )

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sterlingwins January 29 2012, 08:48:03 UTC
[If it had been anyone else in camp, that question about why is that a bad thing would have earned a rather cutting response. But, it's not anyone else, it's Cas, and that makes a difference. Considering that it was Sterling that had broached the whole emotional intimacy subject, someone might think it would be easy, that he'd wanted to have Cas to confide in, to have someone to tell. They would be wrong. He does want it, but that doesn't make it easy. There's so much guilt and strange emotions that Sterling has rarely felt in any other area of his life, and so he sighs, scrapes fingers through his hair as if smoothing out stray strands will give him back control. It doesn't, and so he settles for sitting down where Cas is already breaking out the alcohol. It's comfortable, comforting. As much as they always talk on these sort of nights, it's not usually about things that matter; or if they are, they always seem to be forgotten by morning's light. As much as he's tempted to ask for something stronger than liquor despite his ( ... )

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heavenonhigh January 30 2012, 02:46:45 UTC
[He doesn't miss the way Sterling's eyeing that liquor like it's an affront to his taste. He prods at the bottle before picking it up and twisting off the cap.]

Yeah, I know. Beggars can't be choosers, unfortunately.

[He pours them both what amounts to a large shot, though it looks tiny in the glasses-- he's getting the feeling from Sterling's uncharacteristic silence that it's going to be that kind of night.]

No limes, either, damn shame. We couldn't have set up camp in India...

[Pushing one of the glasses in Sterling's directing, he settles himself in the seat next to him.]

So... Where exactly are these survivors?

[He can only assume they're either extremely far, or in an extremely bad area if even Dean won't go after them. Dean has certainly changed over the past few years, but as of right now he still hasn't lost that desire to help people, even to his own detriment. It's... Noble, at best, and infuriating at worst. For Dean to be against going to get survivors when he knows where they are... It can't be good. ( ... )

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sterlingwins January 30 2012, 07:19:39 UTC
[Sterling is quiet, watching Cas as the other man breaks open the bottle and pours them both a rather large shot, even if it looks small in the glasses they're using. He takes the glass that's pushed toward him and downs it, his eyes closing for a moment as he lets the alcohol burn bitter and caustic down his throat. Usually there's something to drink to, but Sterling can't even quite manage that, not tonight. Instead he just sighs and leans a little bit into body next to him. He feels so cold, numb from the weight of it, and there's a desire to steal the warmth of Cas' body. But, for now, he owes explanations. If only to him.

He sets the shot glass down on the table, heavy with the facts of the situation.]They're not that far away, their camp is set into the cliff of the waterfall on the river a little under a hundred miles out. But, they're right where the military's been hitting the croates recently. They've been hitting both sides, so we'd have to go through the worst of it to get there. Or, we take a detour around, ( ... )

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heavenonhigh January 31 2012, 01:55:45 UTC
[He listens quietly as Sterling explains the predicament of the other survivors. Difficult terrain? Check. Military presence? Of course. Crawling with croates? Yeah, why the hell not?

All in all it's not looking good for these people- not even Dean would do something that crazy... Which really makes him wonder why Sterling's so gung-ho about it. It's definitely strange. Cas makes to down his drink but isn't quite fast enough; the flavour hits his tongue and he makes a face, swallowing what had made it into his mouth and placing the glass on the table for now. He's not the one who needs loosening up anyway. He does refill Sterling's glass, however.]

That sounds pretty unfortunate for them. What's your plan?

[He actually knows Sterling to come up with decent plans, though he's unsure that even a tactician as skilled as he is could manage to pull this off without getting the entire camp killed on the way. He's ignoring the obvious question, for now; they'll get there eventually. Until then he'll just put those hard- ( ... )

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In my head that Con would be awesome, roflrofl sterlingwins January 31 2012, 07:33:37 UTC
The best plan, involves running a job on the Military. We get them to shift the line they're holding to displace the croats, which makes getting into her camp significantly easier, and it's the military with bodies on the ground, not us; everyone wins.

[There was something about the way he said it, something in his expression that meant his genius plan was useless. Of course, one had to wonder exactly how Sterling thought that he could manage that particular plan, anyway. Sterling had never really talked about what he'd done before all of this, about who he was, despite the typical bonding over horror stories. His stories weren't the sort that promoted bonding. No one except Cas- maybe Dean- even knew his first name. Simple fact was that as much as people might hate him now, he'd been even more of a jerk before the Apocalypse ( ... )

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LOL I'd watch the shit out of that ep, negl. The Apocalypse Job? The Hot Zone Job? IDEK heavenonhigh January 31 2012, 23:29:53 UTC
Running a job?

[Cas doesn't even know what that means, but he'd be lying if he said he wasn't the slightest bit intrigued, even if the other man's tone suggests that it's not really an option at all. He doesn't miss the subtle change in Sterling's voice when he says her, either, but he's waiting on asking about that, for now. He has to wonder who this person could be, though... A wife? Ex-wife? Sister? ...Does Sterling even have any living family? Cas assumes as a rule that when people come here alone, they're alone; he can't imagine anyone, even Sterling, leaving family behind... Whatever the case may be, and as curious as he is, he's going to focus on what seems like the least personal subject for the time being. He doesn't want to push to hard too fast, he knows from experience (Dean) that that's pretty pointless.]

Too many variables. Military, croates, terrain... We'd never make it.

[Cas may not be the best strategist here, but he's far from the worst, and he certainly knows enough to recognize a death trap when he ( ... )

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I like The Hot Zone Job, omgf. It'd legit be so awesome. xDDD sterlingwins February 1 2012, 01:13:22 UTC
[Sterling winces a little as Cas verbalizes what he already knows, though it's clear that he doesn't want to admit to it. He grabs the bottle, pouring himself a slightly-better-than-healthy sized shot and then focuses on the safest subject here amoung a veritable emotional minefield. He downs the glass, his eyes briefly fluttering in distaste.]

Running a job. We con the military.

[That smile that curves his lips, it's not just the most like himself that Sterling's looked since he'd walked through the door tonight- there's something bright and sharp and vibrant and almost seductive in the way those last four words roll across his lips, and his tongue slips after them. It might be the most alive the man's look since he stepped foot in the camp. It passes, of course, as he sighs and recollects that he'd have to get Dean behind this, get the man to listen to what he tells him. Hah. It might be his best shot, but ]I could do it with you, Dean, and some pretty thing that makes heads turn and knows how to be whatever pretty lie the ( ... )

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YES IT WOULD. heavenonhigh February 1 2012, 03:13:08 UTC
You... Want to con the military in an active war zone where the enemy is a mass of human-presenting, flesh eating, smarter-than-they-look zombies?

[He'd add are you fucking insane to that, but he imagines his tone gets that across just fine. That... Wasn't the idea he'd been expecting. At all. It was the absolute furthest thing from what he'd been expecting. It's so mind-boggling he's actually forgotten what he'd been expecting.]

That's what you did before you came here? You were a con man?

[He doesn't know why he's surprised; in fact, he can easily imagine Sterling being very, very good at his job. Back before everything went to shit and the assumed military orders weren't to shoot first and ask questions never, anyway. If he thought there was even the slightest chance of this working, he might have been able to be convinced to tag along and give it a shot, but as it is...]

They'd kill you on sight, before you even had a chance to speak.

[He downs his drink; he takes no pleasure in blowing holes in plans, but it's ( ... )

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I WANT THIS EPISODE EVEN IF IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN sterlingwins February 1 2012, 03:45:36 UTC
Yes, yes I do.

[Sterling said it with a tone that was reminiscent of Dean's it's-not-a-problem voice. But, Sterling's tone held a hint of amusement, as if he had a card up his sleeve that Cas just hasn't caught onto yet. Which, he did, of course. The alcohol was kicking in, enough so that he could forget that this was an impossibility.]

Oh, no, not at all. I was an Insurance Investigator -- much worse than a conman, and fortunately, also legal. Insurance. People pay money so that in the event that something happens, they get a payout to cover the loss. My job, was to find any way to prevent the company from having to pay. Violation of contract, retrieving stolen items, finding culprits for the crimes...

[It was a job so dirty that not even Hell had an equivalent. Another shot, poured and downed and Sterling was smiling that sharp, predatory, shark-ish smile again.]Then I conned a group of thieves into making me the President of the insurance company. And after a particularly high-profile return of a 9 million dollar ( ... )

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It needs to happen. Like, immediately. heavenonhigh February 1 2012, 23:40:14 UTC
[He stares blankly as Sterling explains insurance and payouts and covering your losses; the man may as well be speaking another language (one that Cas doesn't know) for all the good the explanation is doing him. He may have understood a few words in there somewhere, bits and pieces of things that make sense to him, but that's really it. Nodding- because that's what you do in these situations- he pours himself another drink, wondering where this is all going.]

I have no doubt you were good at what you did.

[He wonders if it's just the liquor getting to him. He certainly hopes so, Sterling's plans are usually much better and much less suicidal than this one seems to be. Which is only adding to Cas's curiosity, making him wonder who this person could be that she's able to have this effect on Sterling, who prides himself on being above such things, for the most part. He can't really help himself anymore--]

Who is she?

[It's a bit more blunt than he'd intended but, well... Blunt works, sometimes. He downs his drink.]

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Soooooooo agree. SHOWS MAKE IT HAPPEN. sterlingwins February 2 2012, 00:17:08 UTC
[That question cuts through the distraction of thinking about the con, of not thinking about his little girl on the radio with Dean saying we won't last the week. He reaches for the bottle and sighs, pours himself one shot, and then another, and then leans back in the chair looking miserable. He's quiet for long moments, long enough that Cas might think that whatever this is, it's enough that Sterling can't even manage to tell him. But eventually, his shoulders sag and he meets Cas' eyes, and for once, Sterling looks as human as the rest of them: hurt and loss, breaking and dead set on stopping he's not sure he can.]

Olivia. She's my daughter. I thought.. I thought I lost her three years ago.

[His voice is quiet, ripe with pain and guilt and hesitates in ways that Sterling has never been. But, beneath that is grim, steely determination more fitted for Dean's whatever it takes than Sterling's survival first. But this is different. Sterling loves her. Sham of a marriage or not, Olivia had been special. And he will burn down the ( ... )

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Re: Soooooooo agree. SHOWS MAKE IT HAPPEN. heavenonhigh February 3 2012, 00:47:48 UTC
[Cas waits semi-patiently as Sterling seems to be working himself up to answer the question... Or possibly trying to come up with a satisfactory lie, who knows? He's inclined to go with the former, if only because of how uncomfortable the other man looks, how serious... And because of the way he keeps pouring shots and knocking them back like he's trying to drown himself in liquor. Cas follows his lead and pours himself another as well, though he doesn't take it just yet.

Sterling is silent for longer than Cas had expected, and just as he's finally taking that shot, just when he's about to give getting an answer up as a lost cause, Sterling speaks. Cas nearly chokes on the liquor, just narrowly avoids coughing it up all over the table; he isn't sure he's heard him right, so just to clarify:]

Your daughter?

[He'd never... But... What? If there was any single person on this earth (aside from himself, of course) that Cas could never picture as a parent, it'd be Sterling. While he isn't quite the most self-serving person Cas ( ... )

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