so... you go through life, shit happens. and you learn who your true friends are... thank you, i love you shannon.

so yea it has been a while. i'm first gonna start out by saying matt and i are not together anymore. thank god. there was so much wrong with that. and he turned out to be an asshole. i can't even begin to name everything he did wrong and i still stayed with him. but finally he was like all the rest and came up with some excuse to dump me and i was ( Read more... )

matt and i are going out. as of last night/today. we spent sunday together. it was wonderful. :) hes nice to me!!!! finally a good boy. ah i'm so happy. i just hope it lasts... well... saturday was the state meet. we didn't do as good as we should have and that really sucks. but i talked to the assistant coach at FGCU today and i'm gonna go talk to ( Read more... )

its friday 11:15. i don't have to work today! we have a pep rally. im exhausted we had a workout yesterday that totally killed. i can feel myself just breaking down... and this weekend all i wanna do is hang out with my friends and i know i should be getting my sleep and resting and getting my work done. but i just wanna relax and have fun... i ( Read more... )

life is crappy right now. i hadn't seen shannon in like 3 weeks! i needed her so bad. i hung out with her at her work for a change. and then we went to walmart. i stayed the night at her house. and then monday we took the porsche to the beach! oh it was a beautiful day! but of course i had to leave at 1:30 cause i had practice and got bitched at ( Read more... )

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this week has been absolutly wonderful. tim is amazing. he is so sweet. he suprised me on wednesday. and left a note on my car thursday. and he is just so sweet. i can't get over it. but he is out of town this weekend and i can't wait till he gets bck. i've spent this whole week with him. since the first day i met him i haven't gone a day without ( Read more... )

friday night was teh football game. we lost against norht but i got to see shannon she looked so cute!!!! and i saw LARRY! and we hung out on saturday night. it was me june shay and eddie. and we were at the restraunt for like 2 hours and tehn came back to my house till midnight. and then sunday blake came over for a little bit and then i went to ( Read more... )

i went to blakes house tonight. we ate chinese and watched TV. it was fun. i miss him... he makes me happy... i dunno... whatever... all i'm thinking about right now is last night and what would have happened if i kissed him. i was so nervous last night that i didn't and now i wish i would have. all i wanna do right now is kiss him. and i'm so mad ( Read more... )

well cheer camp was hell. i hated it. i usually don't like it but i still have fun and i had fun this year but camp really sucked. i only had fun when we were in the dorms or making fun of the staff and goofying off when we weren't supposed to. it was not good. but yesterday shay and i went to the beach we got burned! it is horible... my tummys a ( Read more... )