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[melicious182]

I feel a lot better today and I think that I'm in a better emotional state. Evan laid down and took a 3 hour nap yesterday, so I was able to catch some rest as well. It made all the difference and I went on the rest of my night feel better

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[biggerstaff]

It's super okay!

I feel bad about telling people too -- I feel like such a shit for thinking that I fucked up, or that my kid drives me batshit crazy sometimes.

Pete lets me get out at least twice a week for a couple of hours. All I do is go wander around at the mall, or at the big bookstore, maybe sit and have a long-ass Starbucks drink, and I feel like a brand new person.

I feel sometimes like everyone must think I have a shit life, because I piss and moan so much on my LJ... I feel like you do. My life is decent, great even, most of the time, but when everything's swell, I don't tend to post as much, so I'm sure everyone only sees the bad.

*hugs*

[biffah]

I've been there so much, especially when Bella wasn't on a sleep schedule. She didn't have one until almost 2 years old despite us trying everything. Once she started sleeping more, and thus I was able to, I didn't feel as crazy anymore and my relationship with her started to grow.

Don't feel bad or guilty. It's all normal. It is. You are still hormonal, your kid doesn't sleep, and you need to find out who YOU are now in all of this and it can drive you nuts. *hugs*