He Loved His Whore*',!
Title: He Loved His Whore.
Author:
maya_chan1412
Pairings: Sakumoto
Genre: Angst
Rating: R
* M J H! B! D! M J H! B! D!
* Sorry for posting it too early! but I have a flight after two hours and I won't have a time later *^*
Part One
A ten-years-old boy was looking at him for a while now, his eyes were filled of hesitation, and a cute blush was covering his face. The older man brushed his hair and pulled him to his embrace to draw a huge smile on the younger's face.
"Uncle Sho?" He called when he felt kind of relief after the elder's action. The young boy glanced to the man with bright eyes, waiting for an answer.
The older hummed, while looking at the so familiar eyes for the very person who broke his heart for a reason he would search about until his death.
The young boy lowered his eyesand bit his lips, "I am in love with... somebody..." He blushed and threw his head in the elder's chest, "What should I do?" Sho smiled and closed his eyes, breathing the young boy's scent.
"If you love someone, you should say it, Sota. Don't be stupid just like me..."
Matsumoto Jun... Your son has grown up. And you have never showed up...
Part Two
6 years ago...
"Deal! Sakurai-san, we are fellows now! Thanks for accepting the contract." An old man with yakuza look was saying enthusiastically.
"That is my pleasure, sir. Having a company with such a great agency." Sakurai stretched his arm to shake the other's. Both of them stood with a satisfying smile. That contract between the two companies was able to solve many problems they dragged into.
"You will spend the night here, right?" The old man said, walking beside Sakurai while some guards followed them. Sho turned his face, and answered with a serious face, like always,
"Well... That what I have thought of." At that answer, the older smirked and signed to his men, then returned his attention toward Sakurai who was blanking questioningly.
The older put his arms on Sakurai's shoulder, "You need a rest, right?" He said in a sly voice, making Sho huffing. "I prepared you a room that would take your breathe."He continued, laughed then signed to his men to take Sho to the destination of his room.
It wasn't like Sho was an easy man, to be led of course, but he needed to satisfy that man so damn much, otherwise, his company would fall down. Also, he saw no danger until now.
Part Three
"This is your room, sir." One of his new-partner men said while offering him a key.
"Thanks." Sho took the key and opened the door.He walked inside and took off his shoes as if nothing was bothering him.
It is so an ordinary room. Well, for a rich boy, it would be so normal. "I don't understand what made him that excited." Sho walked around the apartment trying to discover what all of that was about. He sighed when he saw nothing and went to his bedroom to throw his body on the bed from exhaustion.
Sho jumped for sudden, feeling a slight movement in the so smooth bed. "Who is it?" He managed to say when he saw a person leaning down the bed. He was a man with curly black hair. Sho couldn't see his face because he was folding his legs to his chest and covering his head with his arms, like a desperate person.
Sho chuckled knowingly, "So, you are that special dinner for today?" He recognized why that old man was smirking as if he had prepared a heaven for Sho.
Sho started taking off his clothes as he approached the bed. Let us try that heaven.
Part Four
"Hey cutie..." Sho called the leaning man beside him after three crazy sessions of love making. "You are a failure whore, you know?"He adjusted his body to look at the handsome man who was leaning still beside him. Sakurai didn't receive any answer, so he started to piss off. "You won't talk?" The man rolled his body to the other side, making Sho chuckle to the so-stubborn attitude. "Even your voice while I was thrusting inside you was so incredible."Sho pulled the other man from his shoulders to make him looking at his side. Then man closed his eyes, hiding his broken tired eyes. "You..." Sho managed to say. He couldn't understand why was he so overreacting about nothing? He was a whore for God sake! He shall pleasure his master!
"Have you enough of my body, sir?" Was his first phrase since Sho came in the room. Sho looked at him questioningly. The younger man stood from the bed, the blanket fall down to the ground showing his so thin and hot body. His lower body's skin was red from Sho's slaps, showing a really hard love making.
Anger filled Sho's chest so he pulled him down to his bed as he thrust his cock again inside him without any kind of mercy, hearing a loud cry of pain.
Part Five
The morning came very fast for him, he was exhausted from the so many sessions of love making the whole previous night.
Shoglanced at the broken expressions beside him.Sho covered the other man's waistwith his long arms. He wasn't the type of people who could react pitifully to others, but this person was so completely different. He wanted to relief him and ask him what was all of these about. However, his dignity had stopped him.
"You are a really bad whore." Was the only comment he gave. Sho stood from the bed with an annoyed face. The whore stood minutes after and started taking on his clothes. Sho approached him and gave him a huge amount of money. "That is for the whole night."
"They gave me enough, sir." He finished wearing his clothes and walked toward the door. Was it silly from Sho to desire hearing that man's voice more? He didn't know how he spilled the next phrase.
"At least tell me your name."
"Matsumoto Jun."
His name is Matsumoto Jun...
Part Six
Days after meeting Matsumoto Jun, Sho was still confused, his heart and mind would pound at the name, Matsumoto Jun.
Sho leaned on the huge bed of his house with an absolute silly, and maybe pervert, smile. Moments after that, he heard the door bell ring. He rushed to the door as he had never done before!
"Hello, Matsumoto Jun." Jun looked at Sho's smiling face with a surprised expression. "Why don't you show another expression?" Sho said teasingly. But Jun turned his face to his left and sighed,
"What all of that for?"
"I am just curious about you!" Sho answered honestly, "Isn't it better to have one client for three months instead of different guy every day?" Jun sighed again. That's why that jerk was so glad sending me here? Shit.
Sho smiled again and opened the door wider to let him in. He walked in and Jun followed him hesitantly.
"Let me tell you the rules of this house since you will start living here." Sho went to the kitchen and brought two cups of juice. "There are no rules in this house!"
"I can see that..." He handed Jun the cup and stayed on his bed.
"How?" Sho asked immediately.
"Since the bed is in the living room and the T.V. in the bathroom." He looked to Sho with the face of am-I-not-so-genius? Which made Sho laugh.
"Kah~ I like hearing your voice."Sho said as he pulled Jun closer and leaned to kiss Jun heartedly. Pressing their lips together like this had sent an electric shock to the both's bodies.
Part Seven
Living with Jun wasn't a really difficult or special task. He would go for work daily, absent minded usually and return back home to see the beauty itself in one creature. Jun would clean, cook for him and prepare him warm water to take a shower. At nights, warmth surrounded his body and a certain hard sex.
However, there were many things that were bothering him, rolling around his head all day and night but he never dared passing the red line of Master and whore.
"What are you exactly, Matsumoto Jun?" He asked to the sleeping man beside him after his heart felt tired of the many secrets behind that man. He kissed his shoulders when he couldn't hear an answer then leaned to his side then fall asleep.
On the other side, a thick tear left Jun's eyes as he spelled "Your whore, sir."
Part Eight
Sho returned one day early and saw Jun was preparing the ingredients for their dinner.
"No need to make dinner." Sho said behind Jun and pressed his chest to Jun's back. Jun's heart jumped to the touch. He stopped his movement to feel the coldness of Sho's body. Jun's stillness turned Sho on as he pressed his lips on Jun's ear and moved his hand to the younger's chest. He started taking off Jun's apron then his t-shirt then kissed every exposed part. Jun exhaled a hot air and moaned when Sho cold fingers touched his nipples.
Sho rolled his arms around Jun's waist and let Jun feel the hardness of his member in his butt. Shothen lowered his fingers down slowly to take his belt. Before Sho pushedJun's trouser down all a long the way, he pushed Jun to the wall as he unzipped his own zipper to pull his erection, ready to thrust it inside Jun.
"Sho-chan~!" Both of them heard a voice for sudden calling from the living room. They panicked, but Sho recognized the voice,
"Nino?" Sho whispered as he spread from Jun.As he took a look from the door, "Take on your clothes." He organized himself and got out of the kitchen to greet his friend.
"What are you doing here?" The angry question came immediately when Sho saw Nino's face. Interruption wasn't a good thing, especially at these conditions! FUCK YOU NINO!!
"I want to see your boyfriend, Jun? You said?" Nino wasn't a stupid guy not to be able to recognize what Sho was doing. Well, the bulge in Sho's thigh, Sho's anger and late reply... ah also the red shy face! All are proves of my theory!
"A boyfriend?" Jun asked from behind. So surprised. He came out silently, holding cups of juice to show the natural atmosphere. At least he is more capable of acting naturally more than my silly friend. Nino gasped and approached Jun,
"He is SOOOO pretty, Shochan!!" Jun blushed at the sudden praise. He looked to the other side to meet Sho's eyes for a brief of time.
I am going to a party." Sho turned to Jun's side in order to give a proper explanation, "I need to introduce you as my boyfriend."
"No problem... This is a part of my job." Jun answered simply.It won't be more than this, what I thought of...
Part Nine
"You don't have to do anything, just follow me and smile." Sho repeated many times all along the way to the party hall. Jun hummed as an answer, and walked silently behind Sho.
Sho was greeting his friends happily and hearing cries praising his new boyfriend's beauty, Sho was smiling proudly. Yeah, he has pretty face, pretty body, and quite pretty... He is perfect.
Jun turned back for sudden, making Sho notice him and walk beside him.
"What is wrong?"
"The man with the thick red hair was one of my clients... You know, I slept with him two times, if he recognizes my identity that would embarrass you. He would-" Sho turned Jun to the other side, giving the man with the red hair a good glance. I am not embarrassed of you.
"Sakurai-san...!" Jun whispered to Sho, trying to convince him to leave, and pulling his own arm from Sho's strong grip. Why he is doing this?!
"Sho-kun, you said he is your boyfriend?" The red-hair-man said teasingly, he wasn't that sweet friend anyway.
"He is."Sho answered while giving Jun a plate full of different kind of chocolate, makingJun's heart beat in confusion.
"A whore?" He chuckled, with a high pitch, in order to attract the people's attention toward them.
"Yes, he was. Before he became mine." Sho answered, looking directly to Jun's eyes while talking. My heart will die soon with that.
The man laughed and shrugged. "I don't blame you. He is sexy!" Sho became pissed off at his comment. He glanced sharply at Jun, gave him his key and pointed for him to wait in the car, and so did Jun.
"The red hair man?" Sho walked toward him. Calling him with that nickname wasn't a good sign.
"Are you calling me?"
"I am in the mood of having a fight." I swear you are dead.
Part Ten
Jun waited for so long in the car. He was repeating the whole scene in his mind. He must be embarrassed. I am just a shame...the driver's door opened and Jun jumped, but he tried to be calm,
"Sakurai-san? You are late, I waited- OH MY GOD! What is this blood!! Why are you like this? Let me-" Jun's mouth was shut with Sho's lips pressed on him.
"Sakurai-san?" Jun said his name, tasting the better blood, "Are you okay?" Sho didn't answer him, he just put his forehead on Jun as he breathed heavily.
Don't become another one's whore anymore. Sho really wanted to say, but he ended up hugging Jun tighter for moments then leaving him in a surprised state. Sho drove silently home.
Part Eleven
"Today Nino is coming. Prepare him a dinner also." Sho said in the morning. The day after the party. Jun nodded and placed a mug in front of Sho beside his newspaper. Then he asked,
"What does he like?"
"Hamburger."
That was their conversation only after the so weird party.
Part Twelve
"Wah, that was a really delicious dinner, Jun!" Sho looked at Nino with sharp eyes.
"Why do you call him by his first name while you barely know him?"
"That doesn't matter, since I am trying to seduce him." Nino whispered in Sho's ear.
"What do you mean?" Sho sighed, pretending to be fine, drawing the I-don't-care face.
.
"I want him for tonight."
"What..? But..." Hesitation became so obvious on his face, making Nino smirk secretly.
"He is a whore. And you have many papers to finish tonight. So, I am taking him." Nino said loudly, making Jun jump at the phrase. He looked at Nino's side unable to say something. "Are you okay with that?"Nino stood and pulled him against him, making Sho eyes widenin surprise. Fuck you Nino!!! He was angry inside, but he chose to act normally,
"I don't care, as long as you don't do it on my bed." Jun looked atSho with broken eyes.Caring about his bed only?.... Is this what I am for him only...?
"Don't worry." Nino said as he was close to Jun. He pressed a light kiss on the younger's nose. "Let us go to the nearest room."
Jun nodded and took him to his room beside the kitchen. He was pale, walking so slow, dragging his legs, waiting for Sho to stop that bullshit. But no call was heard. Nino smirked as he pushed him to the room and started un-doing his buttons while the door was wide open, giving Sho the full view. Nino threw Jun's t-shirt and closed the door with a smirk forming on his lips.
Part Thirteen
"Ninomiya-san, why you keep looking at me?" Jun asked shyly.
"He loves you."
"Eh?"
"You didn't expect me to make love to you, did you?"
"Well, I thought..."
"Nah~ Masaki would be angry."
"Your boyfriend? How lovely..." Jun smiled warmly thinking about that.
"What makes you do this job?" Nino jumped on the bed, ready for starting his investigation.
"A personal-"
"You don't like him back?" Nino didn't wait for Jun to answer, he knew that Jun wouldn't tell him once he saw the hesitant expression he made.
"Sorry, but..."
Nino sighed, "Let me spend the next few hours here, pressing his anger point." And showing you that my silly friend is dead in love with you.
"He never cared. He let you-"
"You love him?"
"I- I do."
"Let me prove that he loves you.".
"How?"
"I am sure he would be angry pacing around the living room now."Nino said with the so arrogant face. Jun chuckled.
"It is like Manga." Jun pretended a laugh, but deep inside him, he wanted to try. It is impossible, but why not giving a chance? "You sure?" Nino smirked and he headed to the door and opened it.
"Sho~ chan... You are- whre are you?" Nino's voice became serious for sudden.Jun's smile vanished. Nino walked out of the room and started calling for him, but heard no answer.
He wasn't there.
Nino captured a note on the table and started reading it with a confused face. His face reddened then he threw it on the rubbish angrily.
"What did it say?" Jun spoke, recognizing the weirdness of Nino's attitude. He was sure that there was something in the note.
"Sorry Jun..." Nino immediately apologized but interrupted by Jun'sscared question,
"What?!"
"You know..."
"What is written?" Jun walked to the paper and took it. His eyes widened at the words written in the note.
This whore has a great sex body. Nino, if you fucked him once, I advise you to return and fuck him endlessly~
I will be in the near library, enjoy.
Sho J
Jun threw the note and ran to his room, where he cried as he never did before.
Part Fourteen
"Nino. Don't dare touch him again." Sho snapped at Nino in his office the next day. Nino looked at him angrily, ready to punch his face,
"Then what was with that note?!!" He wanted to say many things about Sho's attitude, but he wanted to start with the so obvious thing, that Sho really acted cruelly on. Jun's crying face was rolling in Nino's mind as he slipped the words out of his mouth.
"I do whatever I want! I can let you fuck him as much as I want! Or not letting you do ever! He is my whore!"
"There is nothing like my whore, Sho! There is my man, my boyfriend, my husband, my-" Sho slapped Nino on his face. He is right.
"Why you keep pushing him away? Because he is a whore?!!"
"NO! NO! NO!"Sho screamed loudly, his face reddened out of the anger that was filling him.
"Do you love him?"
"N-no... FUCK YES!!"
"Then why you keep rejecting him?" Sho hesitated and looked to the other side, Nino pulled him to look at him, then Sho exploded,
"Because he is my brother for God's sake!!!!!"
A hard shock left Nino unable to speak, he whispered "What?!!" maybe he heard something wrong.
"He is my brother, he is a Sakurai."
Part Fifteen
"When did you find it?" Nino asked in disbelief. How ironic could that man's life be?!! He never fall in love and when he did, it turns to be his brother?!
"Day before the party." Sho was answering quietly.
"I don't understand, Sho..."
"Me neither. I was shocked when I received my father e-mail telling me that he has another son and attached Matsumoto's image..."
"I'm still unable to understand.."
"I told you-"
"Not that!"
"Then what?"
"If you love him, why you keep rejecting him? You've already fucked him while you knew he was your brother!"Sho wanted to deny Nino's words, but his friend was right. So he chose to be silent and process the whole situation. "Sho!" He jumped at Nino's scream, "I will slap your face, then you go to him, and stop your bullshit!"
Part Sixteen
Sho was working late at night when he felt two arms surrounding his neck and moving down to his chest. Sho breathe heavily to take the other man's scent. He, with his strong muscled arms, pulled Jun under him as he started kissing his neck hearing the sounds he preferred the most. The mission of taking off Jun's clothes was fast, in a few moments, Jun was naked under him.
He looked at the naked man under him and pushed Jun's legs on his shoulders then he thrusted his cock side way. That was heavenly for him, he opened his eyes to see a painful expression on the other man. He pulled his erection immediatelyout, terrified and stood.
"What is wrong, Sakurai-san?" Jun asked and stayed on the couch.
"Sorry, I was hurting you." Sho apologized sincerely, and brushed his black hair, showing the so confused face he ever had.
Jun smiled and stretched his arms to touch Sho's shoulder, he whispered teasingly in Sho's ear,
"Doesn't matter, as long as you have the pleasure," He moved his hand to Sho's chest, hearing a painful groan, "I would-" Sho slapped Jun's hand and walked toward the bathroom.
Jun was surprised, so he followed Sho quickly and asked once he passed the bathroom opened door,
"Sir? What is wrong?"
"I don't want to be the one who is getting the pleasure only! I want to please you too!"Sho screamed honestly, he was unable to conceal his desires more.
He wants to please me...
Sakurai Sho... Why you make it more difficult for me?
Jun approached Sho and knelt on his knees as started pumping Sho's erection. "I like it, sir. I like it."
Part Seventeen
"Jun...?"Sho said after the night of love making. "Why you don't speak about yourself?" Jun blushed hearing his first name from Sho.
"I don't have much to say."
"Why did you choose this job."
"I didn't have many choices."
"What about your family."
"I don't know them."
"Friends?"
"This is not important to know."
He never answered me. He never showed me the love Nino talked about.
I thought that was fine since I was happy for those current moments...
Part Eighteen
Three months had passed in rush. I felt alive, being with Jun was the happiest thing that happened and would happen in my life. He was pretty, of course, sexy, good at cooking and talkative. However, I loved him for himself, he became my whole concern.
Even if we didn't act like lovers, being with him was enough for me...
Until that day came...
"You are leaving?" Sho said in a desperate voice, after Jun told him about his intention to leave. It was a shocking thing, as if a hard rock crashed his heart and mind.
"My work has finished here." He said the simple words he was repeating since he started this conversation with Sho.
"Jun, you don't understand.... I... We..."
"Sorry, sir..."
"Sir...?"
Till the very end, I was his sir. He avoided my eyes and my existence...
He left. Forever...
Part Nineteen
"Where is he?" Sho ran to his new company partner days after Jun left. Why? Because he became crazy unable to sleep, eat or even breathe properly when Jun wasn't around. And what stock hardly on his mind more, was the fact that Jun left with no explanation.
"He left that Job."He said, and continued talking but Sho couldn't hear anymore word. That was shocking news enough. Does he hate me that much?
"Are you Sakurai san?"Sho heard from behind. When he turned back, he saw a sleepy man looking at him reluctantly.
"Yes."
"I am Ohno-san. Matsumoto's friend. He left something to me for you. Follow me please."Ohno walked and Sho followed him silently, like a crazy little child following a stranger because he said he knew his mother!
Ohno took him to an apartment, he saw another man there, who was smiling while holding a boy in his arms.
"This is him?" The man asked and Ohno nodded.
"What is going on?"
"I will tell you immediately."
"Where is he?"
"We don't know either. He left us without a word." The man who was holding the boy said in a sad tone. Sho turned his attention to Ohno san who brought a box and handed Sho an envelope.
"This is a letter from him."Sho's heartbeat became crazy. He didn't understand the meaning of all this.
Sakurai-san...
Sorry for the many bad things I have done to you.
I was so stupid to want you to love me back... I dreamt about the two of us living with my baby... but you deserve to be with someone you love... not me...
Sakurai- san... I made many mistakes in my life, one of them was getting an innocent girl pregnant. I am not that pure guy you think of me... She died once she gave birth to the baby... and I became the homeless father...
I spent the previous year's moving from bed to bed in order to give my baby a proper life... I wanted to spend my future like this...
But then, I crushed you... A person I love. I couldn't get you...God knows how I loved you...
However, I will never be yours...
Am I greedy asking you this? I know I am...
I am leaving my four-years-old son with you, sir...
I know you will take care of him, better than me...
Don't tell him about me...Don't search nor ask about me... Where am I going? You should better not know... That would be better, sir...
Sota... is the only thing I leave for you..."
Sho raised his face to look at the boy who hold the same sharp face that his lover hold. His throat couldn't throw more words. He jumped and took the box from Ohno's hands, it contained nothing more than some papers referred to the boy and a bank book contained huge amount of money.
Sota?
My niece?
My lover's son?
or just a stranger's child?
I don't think I would have an answer...
Part Twenty - Final
Six years later~
"I should confess?" Sota pouted at Sho who smiled warmly and nodded. "But... Uncle? Why are you calling yourself silly?" He asked with the so innocent pure voice.
"Because I forgot saying 'I love you' to the one I loved. I regret that." Sho sighed as he hugged the boy in his embrace, to conceal another flow of tears that had never stopped...
Matsumoto Jun... Your son has grown up. And you have never showed up...
End
Really... I don't know what I have written *hide*
It is too sad for his birthday XDD
This was a comp against akhikaru
The conditions were:
- A sad ending.
- No character death.
- Over 4000 words.
Forgive me for that *///* and please leave a comment telling me your opinion : )
+ Tanjoubi Omeditto! Our pretty boy ^^
Thanks always, matsuaurore
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dozo! * M J H! B! D! M J H! B! D!
Author:
maya_chan1412
Pairings: Sakumoto
Genre: Angst
Rating: R
* M J H! B! D! M J H! B! D!
* Sorry for posting it too early! but I have a flight after two hours and I won't have a time later *^*
Part One
A ten-years-old boy was looking at him for a while now, his eyes were filled of hesitation, and a cute blush was covering his face. The older man brushed his hair and pulled him to his embrace to draw a huge smile on the younger's face.
"Uncle Sho?" He called when he felt kind of relief after the elder's action. The young boy glanced to the man with bright eyes, waiting for an answer.
The older hummed, while looking at the so familiar eyes for the very person who broke his heart for a reason he would search about until his death.
The young boy lowered his eyesand bit his lips, "I am in love with... somebody..." He blushed and threw his head in the elder's chest, "What should I do?" Sho smiled and closed his eyes, breathing the young boy's scent.
"If you love someone, you should say it, Sota. Don't be stupid just like me..."
Matsumoto Jun... Your son has grown up. And you have never showed up...
Part Two
6 years ago...
"Deal! Sakurai-san, we are fellows now! Thanks for accepting the contract." An old man with yakuza look was saying enthusiastically.
"That is my pleasure, sir. Having a company with such a great agency." Sakurai stretched his arm to shake the other's. Both of them stood with a satisfying smile. That contract between the two companies was able to solve many problems they dragged into.
"You will spend the night here, right?" The old man said, walking beside Sakurai while some guards followed them. Sho turned his face, and answered with a serious face, like always,
"Well... That what I have thought of." At that answer, the older smirked and signed to his men, then returned his attention toward Sakurai who was blanking questioningly.
The older put his arms on Sakurai's shoulder, "You need a rest, right?" He said in a sly voice, making Sho huffing. "I prepared you a room that would take your breathe."He continued, laughed then signed to his men to take Sho to the destination of his room.
It wasn't like Sho was an easy man, to be led of course, but he needed to satisfy that man so damn much, otherwise, his company would fall down. Also, he saw no danger until now.
Part Three
"This is your room, sir." One of his new-partner men said while offering him a key.
"Thanks." Sho took the key and opened the door.He walked inside and took off his shoes as if nothing was bothering him.
It is so an ordinary room. Well, for a rich boy, it would be so normal. "I don't understand what made him that excited." Sho walked around the apartment trying to discover what all of that was about. He sighed when he saw nothing and went to his bedroom to throw his body on the bed from exhaustion.
Sho jumped for sudden, feeling a slight movement in the so smooth bed. "Who is it?" He managed to say when he saw a person leaning down the bed. He was a man with curly black hair. Sho couldn't see his face because he was folding his legs to his chest and covering his head with his arms, like a desperate person.
Sho chuckled knowingly, "So, you are that special dinner for today?" He recognized why that old man was smirking as if he had prepared a heaven for Sho.
Sho started taking off his clothes as he approached the bed. Let us try that heaven.
Part Four
"Hey cutie..." Sho called the leaning man beside him after three crazy sessions of love making. "You are a failure whore, you know?"He adjusted his body to look at the handsome man who was leaning still beside him. Sakurai didn't receive any answer, so he started to piss off. "You won't talk?" The man rolled his body to the other side, making Sho chuckle to the so-stubborn attitude. "Even your voice while I was thrusting inside you was so incredible."Sho pulled the other man from his shoulders to make him looking at his side. Then man closed his eyes, hiding his broken tired eyes. "You..." Sho managed to say. He couldn't understand why was he so overreacting about nothing? He was a whore for God sake! He shall pleasure his master!
"Have you enough of my body, sir?" Was his first phrase since Sho came in the room. Sho looked at him questioningly. The younger man stood from the bed, the blanket fall down to the ground showing his so thin and hot body. His lower body's skin was red from Sho's slaps, showing a really hard love making.
Anger filled Sho's chest so he pulled him down to his bed as he thrust his cock again inside him without any kind of mercy, hearing a loud cry of pain.
Part Five
The morning came very fast for him, he was exhausted from the so many sessions of love making the whole previous night.
Shoglanced at the broken expressions beside him.Sho covered the other man's waistwith his long arms. He wasn't the type of people who could react pitifully to others, but this person was so completely different. He wanted to relief him and ask him what was all of these about. However, his dignity had stopped him.
"You are a really bad whore." Was the only comment he gave. Sho stood from the bed with an annoyed face. The whore stood minutes after and started taking on his clothes. Sho approached him and gave him a huge amount of money. "That is for the whole night."
"They gave me enough, sir." He finished wearing his clothes and walked toward the door. Was it silly from Sho to desire hearing that man's voice more? He didn't know how he spilled the next phrase.
"At least tell me your name."
"Matsumoto Jun."
His name is Matsumoto Jun...
Part Six
Days after meeting Matsumoto Jun, Sho was still confused, his heart and mind would pound at the name, Matsumoto Jun.
Sho leaned on the huge bed of his house with an absolute silly, and maybe pervert, smile. Moments after that, he heard the door bell ring. He rushed to the door as he had never done before!
"Hello, Matsumoto Jun." Jun looked at Sho's smiling face with a surprised expression. "Why don't you show another expression?" Sho said teasingly. But Jun turned his face to his left and sighed,
"What all of that for?"
"I am just curious about you!" Sho answered honestly, "Isn't it better to have one client for three months instead of different guy every day?" Jun sighed again. That's why that jerk was so glad sending me here? Shit.
Sho smiled again and opened the door wider to let him in. He walked in and Jun followed him hesitantly.
"Let me tell you the rules of this house since you will start living here." Sho went to the kitchen and brought two cups of juice. "There are no rules in this house!"
"I can see that..." He handed Jun the cup and stayed on his bed.
"How?" Sho asked immediately.
"Since the bed is in the living room and the T.V. in the bathroom." He looked to Sho with the face of am-I-not-so-genius? Which made Sho laugh.
"Kah~ I like hearing your voice."Sho said as he pulled Jun closer and leaned to kiss Jun heartedly. Pressing their lips together like this had sent an electric shock to the both's bodies.
Part Seven
Living with Jun wasn't a really difficult or special task. He would go for work daily, absent minded usually and return back home to see the beauty itself in one creature. Jun would clean, cook for him and prepare him warm water to take a shower. At nights, warmth surrounded his body and a certain hard sex.
However, there were many things that were bothering him, rolling around his head all day and night but he never dared passing the red line of Master and whore.
"What are you exactly, Matsumoto Jun?" He asked to the sleeping man beside him after his heart felt tired of the many secrets behind that man. He kissed his shoulders when he couldn't hear an answer then leaned to his side then fall asleep.
On the other side, a thick tear left Jun's eyes as he spelled "Your whore, sir."
Part Eight
Sho returned one day early and saw Jun was preparing the ingredients for their dinner.
"No need to make dinner." Sho said behind Jun and pressed his chest to Jun's back. Jun's heart jumped to the touch. He stopped his movement to feel the coldness of Sho's body. Jun's stillness turned Sho on as he pressed his lips on Jun's ear and moved his hand to the younger's chest. He started taking off Jun's apron then his t-shirt then kissed every exposed part. Jun exhaled a hot air and moaned when Sho cold fingers touched his nipples.
Sho rolled his arms around Jun's waist and let Jun feel the hardness of his member in his butt. Shothen lowered his fingers down slowly to take his belt. Before Sho pushedJun's trouser down all a long the way, he pushed Jun to the wall as he unzipped his own zipper to pull his erection, ready to thrust it inside Jun.
"Sho-chan~!" Both of them heard a voice for sudden calling from the living room. They panicked, but Sho recognized the voice,
"Nino?" Sho whispered as he spread from Jun.As he took a look from the door, "Take on your clothes." He organized himself and got out of the kitchen to greet his friend.
"What are you doing here?" The angry question came immediately when Sho saw Nino's face. Interruption wasn't a good thing, especially at these conditions! FUCK YOU NINO!!
"I want to see your boyfriend, Jun? You said?" Nino wasn't a stupid guy not to be able to recognize what Sho was doing. Well, the bulge in Sho's thigh, Sho's anger and late reply... ah also the red shy face! All are proves of my theory!
"A boyfriend?" Jun asked from behind. So surprised. He came out silently, holding cups of juice to show the natural atmosphere. At least he is more capable of acting naturally more than my silly friend. Nino gasped and approached Jun,
"He is SOOOO pretty, Shochan!!" Jun blushed at the sudden praise. He looked to the other side to meet Sho's eyes for a brief of time.
I am going to a party." Sho turned to Jun's side in order to give a proper explanation, "I need to introduce you as my boyfriend."
"No problem... This is a part of my job." Jun answered simply.It won't be more than this, what I thought of...
Part Nine
"You don't have to do anything, just follow me and smile." Sho repeated many times all along the way to the party hall. Jun hummed as an answer, and walked silently behind Sho.
Sho was greeting his friends happily and hearing cries praising his new boyfriend's beauty, Sho was smiling proudly. Yeah, he has pretty face, pretty body, and quite pretty... He is perfect.
Jun turned back for sudden, making Sho notice him and walk beside him.
"What is wrong?"
"The man with the thick red hair was one of my clients... You know, I slept with him two times, if he recognizes my identity that would embarrass you. He would-" Sho turned Jun to the other side, giving the man with the red hair a good glance. I am not embarrassed of you.
"Sakurai-san...!" Jun whispered to Sho, trying to convince him to leave, and pulling his own arm from Sho's strong grip. Why he is doing this?!
"Sho-kun, you said he is your boyfriend?" The red-hair-man said teasingly, he wasn't that sweet friend anyway.
"He is."Sho answered while giving Jun a plate full of different kind of chocolate, makingJun's heart beat in confusion.
"A whore?" He chuckled, with a high pitch, in order to attract the people's attention toward them.
"Yes, he was. Before he became mine." Sho answered, looking directly to Jun's eyes while talking. My heart will die soon with that.
The man laughed and shrugged. "I don't blame you. He is sexy!" Sho became pissed off at his comment. He glanced sharply at Jun, gave him his key and pointed for him to wait in the car, and so did Jun.
"The red hair man?" Sho walked toward him. Calling him with that nickname wasn't a good sign.
"Are you calling me?"
"I am in the mood of having a fight." I swear you are dead.
Part Ten
Jun waited for so long in the car. He was repeating the whole scene in his mind. He must be embarrassed. I am just a shame...the driver's door opened and Jun jumped, but he tried to be calm,
"Sakurai-san? You are late, I waited- OH MY GOD! What is this blood!! Why are you like this? Let me-" Jun's mouth was shut with Sho's lips pressed on him.
"Sakurai-san?" Jun said his name, tasting the better blood, "Are you okay?" Sho didn't answer him, he just put his forehead on Jun as he breathed heavily.
Don't become another one's whore anymore. Sho really wanted to say, but he ended up hugging Jun tighter for moments then leaving him in a surprised state. Sho drove silently home.
Part Eleven
"Today Nino is coming. Prepare him a dinner also." Sho said in the morning. The day after the party. Jun nodded and placed a mug in front of Sho beside his newspaper. Then he asked,
"What does he like?"
"Hamburger."
That was their conversation only after the so weird party.
Part Twelve
"Wah, that was a really delicious dinner, Jun!" Sho looked at Nino with sharp eyes.
"Why do you call him by his first name while you barely know him?"
"That doesn't matter, since I am trying to seduce him." Nino whispered in Sho's ear.
"What do you mean?" Sho sighed, pretending to be fine, drawing the I-don't-care face.
.
"I want him for tonight."
"What..? But..." Hesitation became so obvious on his face, making Nino smirk secretly.
"He is a whore. And you have many papers to finish tonight. So, I am taking him." Nino said loudly, making Jun jump at the phrase. He looked at Nino's side unable to say something. "Are you okay with that?"Nino stood and pulled him against him, making Sho eyes widenin surprise. Fuck you Nino!!! He was angry inside, but he chose to act normally,
"I don't care, as long as you don't do it on my bed." Jun looked atSho with broken eyes.Caring about his bed only?.... Is this what I am for him only...?
"Don't worry." Nino said as he was close to Jun. He pressed a light kiss on the younger's nose. "Let us go to the nearest room."
Jun nodded and took him to his room beside the kitchen. He was pale, walking so slow, dragging his legs, waiting for Sho to stop that bullshit. But no call was heard. Nino smirked as he pushed him to the room and started un-doing his buttons while the door was wide open, giving Sho the full view. Nino threw Jun's t-shirt and closed the door with a smirk forming on his lips.
Part Thirteen
"Ninomiya-san, why you keep looking at me?" Jun asked shyly.
"He loves you."
"Eh?"
"You didn't expect me to make love to you, did you?"
"Well, I thought..."
"Nah~ Masaki would be angry."
"Your boyfriend? How lovely..." Jun smiled warmly thinking about that.
"What makes you do this job?" Nino jumped on the bed, ready for starting his investigation.
"A personal-"
"You don't like him back?" Nino didn't wait for Jun to answer, he knew that Jun wouldn't tell him once he saw the hesitant expression he made.
"Sorry, but..."
Nino sighed, "Let me spend the next few hours here, pressing his anger point." And showing you that my silly friend is dead in love with you.
"He never cared. He let you-"
"You love him?"
"I- I do."
"Let me prove that he loves you.".
"How?"
"I am sure he would be angry pacing around the living room now."Nino said with the so arrogant face. Jun chuckled.
"It is like Manga." Jun pretended a laugh, but deep inside him, he wanted to try. It is impossible, but why not giving a chance? "You sure?" Nino smirked and he headed to the door and opened it.
"Sho~ chan... You are- whre are you?" Nino's voice became serious for sudden.Jun's smile vanished. Nino walked out of the room and started calling for him, but heard no answer.
He wasn't there.
Nino captured a note on the table and started reading it with a confused face. His face reddened then he threw it on the rubbish angrily.
"What did it say?" Jun spoke, recognizing the weirdness of Nino's attitude. He was sure that there was something in the note.
"Sorry Jun..." Nino immediately apologized but interrupted by Jun'sscared question,
"What?!"
"You know..."
"What is written?" Jun walked to the paper and took it. His eyes widened at the words written in the note.
This whore has a great sex body. Nino, if you fucked him once, I advise you to return and fuck him endlessly~
I will be in the near library, enjoy.
Sho J
Jun threw the note and ran to his room, where he cried as he never did before.
Part Fourteen
"Nino. Don't dare touch him again." Sho snapped at Nino in his office the next day. Nino looked at him angrily, ready to punch his face,
"Then what was with that note?!!" He wanted to say many things about Sho's attitude, but he wanted to start with the so obvious thing, that Sho really acted cruelly on. Jun's crying face was rolling in Nino's mind as he slipped the words out of his mouth.
"I do whatever I want! I can let you fuck him as much as I want! Or not letting you do ever! He is my whore!"
"There is nothing like my whore, Sho! There is my man, my boyfriend, my husband, my-" Sho slapped Nino on his face. He is right.
"Why you keep pushing him away? Because he is a whore?!!"
"NO! NO! NO!"Sho screamed loudly, his face reddened out of the anger that was filling him.
"Do you love him?"
"N-no... FUCK YES!!"
"Then why you keep rejecting him?" Sho hesitated and looked to the other side, Nino pulled him to look at him, then Sho exploded,
"Because he is my brother for God's sake!!!!!"
A hard shock left Nino unable to speak, he whispered "What?!!" maybe he heard something wrong.
"He is my brother, he is a Sakurai."
Part Fifteen
"When did you find it?" Nino asked in disbelief. How ironic could that man's life be?!! He never fall in love and when he did, it turns to be his brother?!
"Day before the party." Sho was answering quietly.
"I don't understand, Sho..."
"Me neither. I was shocked when I received my father e-mail telling me that he has another son and attached Matsumoto's image..."
"I'm still unable to understand.."
"I told you-"
"Not that!"
"Then what?"
"If you love him, why you keep rejecting him? You've already fucked him while you knew he was your brother!"Sho wanted to deny Nino's words, but his friend was right. So he chose to be silent and process the whole situation. "Sho!" He jumped at Nino's scream, "I will slap your face, then you go to him, and stop your bullshit!"
Part Sixteen
Sho was working late at night when he felt two arms surrounding his neck and moving down to his chest. Sho breathe heavily to take the other man's scent. He, with his strong muscled arms, pulled Jun under him as he started kissing his neck hearing the sounds he preferred the most. The mission of taking off Jun's clothes was fast, in a few moments, Jun was naked under him.
He looked at the naked man under him and pushed Jun's legs on his shoulders then he thrusted his cock side way. That was heavenly for him, he opened his eyes to see a painful expression on the other man. He pulled his erection immediatelyout, terrified and stood.
"What is wrong, Sakurai-san?" Jun asked and stayed on the couch.
"Sorry, I was hurting you." Sho apologized sincerely, and brushed his black hair, showing the so confused face he ever had.
Jun smiled and stretched his arms to touch Sho's shoulder, he whispered teasingly in Sho's ear,
"Doesn't matter, as long as you have the pleasure," He moved his hand to Sho's chest, hearing a painful groan, "I would-" Sho slapped Jun's hand and walked toward the bathroom.
Jun was surprised, so he followed Sho quickly and asked once he passed the bathroom opened door,
"Sir? What is wrong?"
"I don't want to be the one who is getting the pleasure only! I want to please you too!"Sho screamed honestly, he was unable to conceal his desires more.
He wants to please me...
Sakurai Sho... Why you make it more difficult for me?
Jun approached Sho and knelt on his knees as started pumping Sho's erection. "I like it, sir. I like it."
Part Seventeen
"Jun...?"Sho said after the night of love making. "Why you don't speak about yourself?" Jun blushed hearing his first name from Sho.
"I don't have much to say."
"Why did you choose this job."
"I didn't have many choices."
"What about your family."
"I don't know them."
"Friends?"
"This is not important to know."
He never answered me. He never showed me the love Nino talked about.
I thought that was fine since I was happy for those current moments...
Part Eighteen
Three months had passed in rush. I felt alive, being with Jun was the happiest thing that happened and would happen in my life. He was pretty, of course, sexy, good at cooking and talkative. However, I loved him for himself, he became my whole concern.
Even if we didn't act like lovers, being with him was enough for me...
Until that day came...
"You are leaving?" Sho said in a desperate voice, after Jun told him about his intention to leave. It was a shocking thing, as if a hard rock crashed his heart and mind.
"My work has finished here." He said the simple words he was repeating since he started this conversation with Sho.
"Jun, you don't understand.... I... We..."
"Sorry, sir..."
"Sir...?"
Till the very end, I was his sir. He avoided my eyes and my existence...
He left. Forever...
Part Nineteen
"Where is he?" Sho ran to his new company partner days after Jun left. Why? Because he became crazy unable to sleep, eat or even breathe properly when Jun wasn't around. And what stock hardly on his mind more, was the fact that Jun left with no explanation.
"He left that Job."He said, and continued talking but Sho couldn't hear anymore word. That was shocking news enough. Does he hate me that much?
"Are you Sakurai san?"Sho heard from behind. When he turned back, he saw a sleepy man looking at him reluctantly.
"Yes."
"I am Ohno-san. Matsumoto's friend. He left something to me for you. Follow me please."Ohno walked and Sho followed him silently, like a crazy little child following a stranger because he said he knew his mother!
Ohno took him to an apartment, he saw another man there, who was smiling while holding a boy in his arms.
"This is him?" The man asked and Ohno nodded.
"What is going on?"
"I will tell you immediately."
"Where is he?"
"We don't know either. He left us without a word." The man who was holding the boy said in a sad tone. Sho turned his attention to Ohno san who brought a box and handed Sho an envelope.
"This is a letter from him."Sho's heartbeat became crazy. He didn't understand the meaning of all this.
Sakurai-san...
Sorry for the many bad things I have done to you.
I was so stupid to want you to love me back... I dreamt about the two of us living with my baby... but you deserve to be with someone you love... not me...
Sakurai- san... I made many mistakes in my life, one of them was getting an innocent girl pregnant. I am not that pure guy you think of me... She died once she gave birth to the baby... and I became the homeless father...
I spent the previous year's moving from bed to bed in order to give my baby a proper life... I wanted to spend my future like this...
But then, I crushed you... A person I love. I couldn't get you...God knows how I loved you...
However, I will never be yours...
Am I greedy asking you this? I know I am...
I am leaving my four-years-old son with you, sir...
I know you will take care of him, better than me...
Don't tell him about me...Don't search nor ask about me... Where am I going? You should better not know... That would be better, sir...
Sota... is the only thing I leave for you..."
Sho raised his face to look at the boy who hold the same sharp face that his lover hold. His throat couldn't throw more words. He jumped and took the box from Ohno's hands, it contained nothing more than some papers referred to the boy and a bank book contained huge amount of money.
Sota?
My niece?
My lover's son?
or just a stranger's child?
I don't think I would have an answer...
Part Twenty - Final
Six years later~
"I should confess?" Sota pouted at Sho who smiled warmly and nodded. "But... Uncle? Why are you calling yourself silly?" He asked with the so innocent pure voice.
"Because I forgot saying 'I love you' to the one I loved. I regret that." Sho sighed as he hugged the boy in his embrace, to conceal another flow of tears that had never stopped...
Matsumoto Jun... Your son has grown up. And you have never showed up...
End
Really... I don't know what I have written *hide*
It is too sad for his birthday XDD
This was a comp against akhikaru
The conditions were:
- A sad ending.
- No character death.
- Over 4000 words.
Forgive me for that *///* and please leave a comment telling me your opinion : )
+ Tanjoubi Omeditto! Our pretty boy ^^
Thanks always, matsuaurore
here is another presento!
dozo! * M J H! B! D! M J H! B! D!