Comments | maudlinheart: the stars arent out tonight.. but neither are we to look up at them..

maudlinheart

the stars arent out tonight.. but neither are we to look up at them..

Feb 09, 2005 20:49

I'm tired and its only 9oclock ( Read more... )

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dadyslildefectx February 10 2005, 23:14:14 UTC

dude i feel the same exact way, and i dont know if i should want him back or if it would be any different from last time if something DID happen..o well i guess were just not ment to know these things for some reason...<3

maudlinheart February 11 2005, 03:30:59 UTC

well i dont think we are supposed to know at all.. i really dont think i want to know anymore. we need to stop being LURKERS.. yea if you dont understand that im sorry. but we are. (luker meaning.. we are lurking in the past) there ya go.. and that needs to stop. they are gone thank the lord.. and WE BOTH need to MOVE ON!!! im tellin ya kid there are many more relationships to come.. and some will be better some wont.. thats a little thing i like to call LIFE! kinda like the game.. dude we need to play!
yea iloveyou!
<3 yell

dadyslildefectx February 12 2005, 01:59:17 UTC

I know he is gone and I know he will never come back, and that is the thing that hurts the most, and he prob already has moved on when I cant even go one day without thinking about something we did together..

just keep reading! just keep reading! reading reading reading! maudlinheart February 12 2005, 02:10:35 UTC

dear you have to realize that life is still going.. and if you think he's moved on.. then move on yourself.. yea sure there are things that are going to remind you of him.. i mean hell there are things that remind me of that guy too.. but there is no reason to make ourselves blah about it.. i find it all really unnecessary anymore, and a waste of time. we know we arent going to spend the rest of our lives with the guys we are with now.. so its just a matter of thinking its better to have happened now. so you and i can go out and have fun. thats what its all about right now.. dont you agree? i mean going and trying to find a guy to be with for months and months and months.. isnt worth it at the time of life we are in right now.. think about you.. and what you want. forget about him, he is the one who lost you NOT the other way around.. it needs to be that way for me too.. so im not just bullshitting you about all this and saying that none of it applys with me.. b/c i know for damn sure that it all does.. I love you, you should know ( ... )