since i'm on tumblr most of the time now, i'm making my lj private and friends only. i have been actually doing it already for a while, posting privately... it just helps me keep sane.

so, don't expect any blogs as frequent as before... well, i was never really a frequent updater.

anyway, friends, if you have a tumblr follow me! yay!

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i bite my tongue... again... and again...

i don't feel like writing about my feelings right now... coz it kinda hurts... when it shouldn't....

i wanna be hard-hearted instead...

it started too early... i woke up at 3:30 because i needed to go to sick call... i signed out and realized i was walking since i don't have a car... i went back to my room to grab my reflector belt because i didn't want to get run over... i heard waters was up... apparently she was going to sick call too... at least now i have someone to walk with ( Read more... )

why does everyone have to have their own opinions about something that doesn't even directly involves them ( Read more... )

i wanna be able to say some things out loud sometimes... but i'm a coward... i'm too afraid of what i may realize... because i know it... but i don't want it... so i won't... i ignore myself... and just let it hurt inside... and smile outside... keep my mouth shut ( Read more... )

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i found out this morning… it’s official… i’m heading to fort leonardwood, missouri after i’m finished with my eye tech training at fort carson… i don’t know why but i remember telling my dad about the possibility of getting stationed in missouri that day i told him that i might get into the eye tech school… and it just got stuck in my head that ( Read more... )

so, last sunday i felt like crap... i spent the whole day in bed... on the internet... except for the one hour that i went to church. i didn't really know why... maybe i just woke up on the wrong side of the bed. or it could also be because i found out i might be going to korea ( Read more... )

You and me, we come from different worlds
You like to laugh at me when I look at other girls
Sometimes you're crazy then you wonder why
I'm such a baby 'cause the Dolphins make me cry
But there's nothing I can do
I've been looking for a girl like you

You look at me, you got nothing left to say
I'm gonna pout at you until I get my way
I won't ( Read more... )