Drabble: Nakajima/Shida
Title: There's Always a Way
Author: Zyn
Pairing: Nakajima Yuuto/Shida Mirai
Rating: Dolphins
Notes: This fic is also known as Where Zyn will get bricked in 3-2-1 or The NakaShi where their love isn't really tragic. 8D AND FLUFF FLUFF FLUFF. IT'S SO FLUFFY I CAN DIE -- I like plagiarizing myself I like recycling words. It's environmental friendly.
For Belinda, Sachi and Kim who have loyalty issues like me.
They say that the stars we see today can be seen even after we're gone. However, we can only live for a while, and up to that moment, I can only watch you.
I can only watch you from afar.
--
The bell rings and Shida, by routine, looks at Suzuka. "Home?" Suzuka makes a face and shakes her head. She points at her phone and mouths 'Sorry'.
--
"It's not my fault I have dramas to film," Yamada says smugly to Yuuto and raises a salute to Shida as she passes by. "Over here!"
"I don't like wasting my time by listening to your delusions. You have Chinen-kun for that." She sticks out
a tongue and goes over. "What?"
"Ohgo went ahead?" Yamada points out and Shida nods. "Perfect." He gives her a self-indulgent grin, elbows Yuuto and pats Shida on the shoulder. "Alone. Alone. Why am I so awesome?" He stretches his arms and waves at them.
Yuuto looks at Shida and shrugs, "He thinks he's a genius,"
"I applaud you for your self-control." Shida laughs.
"Well, yeah. I try." He smiles at her. "Let's go?"
--
I can only watch you from afar. It's probably the best, seeing your broad shoulders and imagining how
comforting it will be to wrap my arms around it, your longish hair touching the collar of you uniform, the way
you keep your right hand on your pocket as you walk wishing it's holding mine, the way you smoothly stride,
breaking the monotony of the crowd's foot falls, and the way you wait for me so we can cross the street
together.
I can only try to catch up with you but I know, I will always be the one falling behind. If you only know, if
there is a way to let you know, your kind heart will never permit mine to break.
But I can't. There is no way.
--
"Here's me," Shida says as they stop at the corner. She waves at him and she feels her heart slowly falling to pieces. "See you tomorrow,"
--
Yuuto watches Shida as she walks in another direction. He imagines how it feels like to hold her soft arms as they cross traffic, or how her hair smells like when he leans down for a kiss, or how she will laugh after he tells her about compiling a dumb-Yamada jokes.
If there's only a way.
He takes out the crumpled letter on his right pocket, the one he has been gripping all the time and sighs,
"Yamada you fucking genuis," he mutters under his breath.
He calls her name and runs towards her. "Shida-san! Wait!"
There's always a way.
Author: Zyn
Pairing: Nakajima Yuuto/Shida Mirai
Rating: Dolphins
Notes: This fic is also known as Where Zyn will get bricked in 3-2-1 or The NakaShi where their love isn't really tragic. 8D AND FLUFF FLUFF FLUFF. IT'S SO FLUFFY I CAN DIE -- I like plagiarizing myself I like recycling words. It's environmental friendly.
For Belinda, Sachi and Kim who have loyalty issues like me.
They say that the stars we see today can be seen even after we're gone. However, we can only live for a while, and up to that moment, I can only watch you.
I can only watch you from afar.
--
The bell rings and Shida, by routine, looks at Suzuka. "Home?" Suzuka makes a face and shakes her head. She points at her phone and mouths 'Sorry'.
--
"It's not my fault I have dramas to film," Yamada says smugly to Yuuto and raises a salute to Shida as she passes by. "Over here!"
"I don't like wasting my time by listening to your delusions. You have Chinen-kun for that." She sticks out
a tongue and goes over. "What?"
"Ohgo went ahead?" Yamada points out and Shida nods. "Perfect." He gives her a self-indulgent grin, elbows Yuuto and pats Shida on the shoulder. "Alone. Alone. Why am I so awesome?" He stretches his arms and waves at them.
Yuuto looks at Shida and shrugs, "He thinks he's a genius,"
"I applaud you for your self-control." Shida laughs.
"Well, yeah. I try." He smiles at her. "Let's go?"
--
I can only watch you from afar. It's probably the best, seeing your broad shoulders and imagining how
comforting it will be to wrap my arms around it, your longish hair touching the collar of you uniform, the way
you keep your right hand on your pocket as you walk wishing it's holding mine, the way you smoothly stride,
breaking the monotony of the crowd's foot falls, and the way you wait for me so we can cross the street
together.
I can only try to catch up with you but I know, I will always be the one falling behind. If you only know, if
there is a way to let you know, your kind heart will never permit mine to break.
But I can't. There is no way.
--
"Here's me," Shida says as they stop at the corner. She waves at him and she feels her heart slowly falling to pieces. "See you tomorrow,"
--
Yuuto watches Shida as she walks in another direction. He imagines how it feels like to hold her soft arms as they cross traffic, or how her hair smells like when he leans down for a kiss, or how she will laugh after he tells her about compiling a dumb-Yamada jokes.
If there's only a way.
He takes out the crumpled letter on his right pocket, the one he has been gripping all the time and sighs,
"Yamada you fucking genuis," he mutters under his breath.
He calls her name and runs towards her. "Shida-san! Wait!"
There's always a way.