I feel like all I do lately is worry. I worry about school, and where I'm going in life/ how I'm going to pay for it all.. which is my next worry getting a job. But today after a long prayer last night I do have a job finally... and now i'm worried about how much i'm going to like it. On top of my best friend dating my step brother and my step dad ( Read more... )

like I want to eat everything that has chocolate... I think it's because it's that time of month, or becasue it's finals week. Bottum line, I rarely ever eat chocolate but for some reason this week, or rather today, I bought four candy bars because they were only 50cents and I thought that was a great deal... I also ate an ice cream sandwhich... ( Read more... )

Time to space my self out for a little bit. Lifes too hectic right now.  

So i'm currently at a point in my life where I have no idea where I want to go from here... I'm so tired of school right now I really can't even handle it. It's not even the usual end of the year, fuck school attitude. I just keep thinking about all the other stuff I could be doing with my life before I actually get serious. Why can't I take a ( Read more... )

Monday of Spring Break.... my friends are back in town.

I've been drunk since last thursday... My liver needs a break.

"I can make anybody pretty.
I can make you believe any lie.
I can make you pick a fight with somebody twice your size.
Well, I've been known to cause a few break-ups,
An' I've been known to cause a few births.
Well, I can make you new ( Read more... )

I have ha really weird drams lately, the weird thing is, they all are really easy to read. Either that or they are really weird and I have no idea what they mean!! I need a dream interpreter... and I don't mean one of the online one's... those never work. Even though I use them all the time... haha ( Read more... )

George Straight... Pure Country, look it up, this is what my mom has chosen as her first dance with her soon to be husband.   The bridal shower was a deffinate hit... we went wine tasting, and what I thought I was going to really enjoy was actually rather boring if it wasn't for the great entertainment of my mothers drunken friends. Did you know ( Read more... )

My life is really content, rather boring a times but all together good... I find myself looking forward to things all the time, instead of enjoying them at the time. Haha the weird thing is I hate that... I wish I could relax and enjoy things while i'm in the moment ( Read more... )

I work everyday from 9-6 and go to school from 6:30 to 9 or 10... This has pretty much become my life. Sometimes it isn't so bad, because what else would i be doing? But when the weekends come and the only thing you want to do is have fun and take your mind off of work... and still there is nothing going on in this pathetic town. thats when it all ( Read more... )

Even though i love my life right now... Sometimes don't you just miss the old days and the people?


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