What's the point of compassion if you can't do anything? I mean, what the hell good is it to want to help, to feel the need to help and hurt for someone else if you can't do anything? It makes me wish I didn't feel anything at all.

( cut because below is a rant about dealing with someone with an ED )

There are things that I really need to do today. Like, finish the rehire paperwork. Get a bus pass. Double-check that I have the temporary insurance paperwork so that I can be insured after this month.

I should do these things soon. Some of them today.

What am I doing? Laundry. All the freaking laundry because it is driving me absolutely nuts. ( Read more... )

In bullet-point because I'm bored.

• 1pm--Ate Thansgiving Lunch. Gorged muchly.
• 2pm--Five-Player Monopoly. Came in 3rd; trampled by brother.
• 4pmish--Season 2 House/Pie
• 7pm--Dad's. Started watching Blu-Ray!Casino Royale (had not seen it)
• 8pm--Broke for dinner; chicken tika masala.

So in about 3 hours my mom, stepdad, and little sisters are all leaving for 10 days. I don't mind the little ones going, they drive me half mad on a daily basis. But it's gonna be me, my annoying cat and a bunch of plants almost the whole time, because my brother is going to be at my dad's house ( Read more... )

So. My stepsister/ex-roomate exraordinaire has left. For grad school. Has her own apartment waiting for her. Kinda...permanent and all ( Read more... )

That what they're calling what my sister had. She's apparently all better now except for the pupil thing. Freaked the hell outta everyone though.

She'll be back in October for a check up.

My brother's back in the psych ward. For being suicidal.

I saw it coming, he fucking told me, but I didn't want to believe it. I don't know why it's so hard for me to deal with it. Maybe because he's never had any issues like that before, which is bullshit because god knows half my family is depressed or something. Maybe I'm just selfish because I'm ( Read more... )

So. Lots of fun things going on.

Firstly, Yay! for people liking my slightly-cracky rpg icons.

Secondly...yesterday sucked. I mean.. everything after like, Noon my-time sucked. The cleaning sucked a lot. I HATE DUST. And LAUNDRY.

Thirdly. Library HATES Y!M. So not cool. So...no scening with peeps who only have yim/msn unless I'm at Dad's randomly.

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