So life has defniitely been interesting... I don't even feel that Christmas is even here yet though it is over. Today I went shopping with my older cousin which was really nice and horrible at the same time. I used to see this cousin all the time when I was younger she was like my older sister. If I ever looked even remotely trendy or cool as a ( Read more... )

 ...And I realized this weekend... I miss....

 If Mc Donalds used the same ammont costumer service that two certain colleges/universities do--no one could blame Mc Donalds on being overweight!

The end

The past three summers of my life have all started out the exact same way. This summer is no different then the others. The only change is that instead of having some dramatic event in the fall we've already had two--and it's only June.  Apparently I am insane--trying the same thing over and over thinking I'd get a different result ( Read more... )

I'm SO SICK and TIRED of everyone telling me what to do!!! I'm not a child, I am 20 years old, it is about time I'm allowed to make up own mind and not get yelled for doing so!!!

Sometimes I really wish my parents would have taught me patience, and how to work with others! Why on the most stressful couple of weeks ever, when I already feel like Sh*t, do people need to mess with me and my schedule?!? Is it so difficult to be early or hell even on time to something, that you've planned?!?! Seriously, also you couldn't show up ( Read more... )

I'd like to thank everyone for the birthday wishes, calls, facebook/myspace messages, signs, cards, balloons, my huge door sign! It was all really awesome, and completely sweet of all of you! You have no idea how special it made me feel.

On my facebook wall, some one wrote "I hope your birthday is better then last years". The funny thing is that I ( Read more... )

Lately, I've been missing a lot of my friends, and then I've also been questioning my friends too. I want to spend a great deal  of time with my friends--but I wonder if I'm only living in a memory. On the other hand I want to meet a bunch of new people, and make them friends. For some reason I can't bring myself to do either.  I used to pride ( Read more... )

Earlier this summer I realized that the past three summers had all started out the same, and I was curious to how this one would end... Well three summers have now started off same way, and have also ended the same way. It makes me wonder many things--none of which I'll ever figure out one way or the other. Nice.

This weekened started some pretty amazing conversations. Both were completely different, but then again a lot alike. They both left me wanting more-especially more conversations like these, they both were long over due, and they both were something of the past. One of the conversations  used to be a daily thing, but hasn't been for years-yes I ( Read more... )