Title: Unreason
Day/Theme: 09 Unreason. Madness. Burning, ruinous folly.
Series: D.Gray-man
Character/Pairing: Crowley, Miranda
Rating: PG
Words: 175
Notes: for
31_days_exchnge. Just finished watching the Crowley episodes. I don't remember much of the manga anymore.
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He feels relieved to know that he isn't a vampire, that he hasn't killed any humans, but that relief is tainted. Even if she hadn't been human, he had loved her. His thirst for her sweet blood had driven him mad. He had not even hesitated for one second to sink his fangs into her neck. Her blood had been so very sweet, but his resulting tears had been salty and bitter. He had prepared to die with her, but her blood ironically made him stronger than ever.
He's afraid to love again. He doesn't know who to trust in this new world that he's ventured into. He's afraid he'll succumb to his base desires. His exorcist training helps, but he still cannot stop himself from pouncing on every akuma he comes across.
When he meets Miranda for the first time, he's hit with such a sense of comradeship that he fears he'll go mad again. He wants to talk with her and share her unease, to tell her that he's discovering new things every day too.
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