Yea it's the whole confronting my fears thing. It's also a big spiritual thing. Basically when I was in my former coven they had a period of solitude before initiation. I knew that I wanted to go through it so I kind of mentally began geering up for it. Of course the coven and I decided to go different ways and I never got that far
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Oh hun. I just read lj, so you probably are already through this. I'm proud of you for choosing to go through with it. I have seen how hard it is for you to deal with "aloneness". I know you wouldn't have chosen the solitary path - but you DO have the strength to make it work for you.
You have a creativity and original way of thinking that sets you apart from everyone else. You challenge me (which not many people do!) and have the tenacity to stick to your own beliefs even when they are not shared by those around you. I know your uniqueness has made it hard for you sometimes, especially when you are so wanting to have a group to belong to. Just remember, you have lots of friends who love you and will be there for you - and I have every belief that one of these days you will discover that you also have yourself (and the Divine) as a friend. When that day happens, you will realize that you aren't ever really alone... so being without others will cease to be terrifying.
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is it a whole confront your fears thing?
what ever the reason...I'm sure you'll be fine.
from what I've heard about you - you're probably much stronger than you think.
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You have a creativity and original way of thinking that sets you apart from everyone else. You challenge me (which not many people do!) and have the tenacity to stick to your own beliefs even when they are not shared by those around you. I know your uniqueness has made it hard for you sometimes, especially when you are so wanting to have a group to belong to. Just remember, you have lots of friends who love you and will be there for you - and I have every belief that one of these days you will discover that you also have yourself (and the Divine) as a friend. When that day happens, you will realize that you aren't ever really alone... so being without others will cease to be terrifying.
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