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[loveinviolence]

... That isn't possible. That isn't what happened. He got up and he gave me a fight- he gave me the fight of my fucking life.. And now you- you bastards are implying I killed myself? Tch. I just didn't want to hear his blubbering anymore, that's why I put my skewers through my eardrums. I wasn't trying to go that deep!

This is bullshit. IT HAPPENED!

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[voice: japanese]

[giantsdrink]

You stabbed yourself in the brain in the middle of a fight? Not too bright, are you?

[voice: japanese]

[loveinviolence]

That isn't what happened! He was supposed to be cold.. heartless! A fucking sadist with nothing else on his mind but the burning urge to hurt others!

But he was a brain-busted pussy! He laid there crying!!

[voice: japanese]

[giantsdrink]

So you stabbed yourself and didn't put the poor bastard out of his misery? What are you, a civilian?

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[loveinviolence]

... he was all I wanted.. That fight.. And he couldn't give it to me. Fuck. I really did kill myself, didn't I?

[nomakothx]

...

[loveinviolence]

... It wasn't real. I killed myself like a-

[nomakothx]

You... I...

Maybe it was fake, or...

[loveinviolence]

You what?

This is bullshit.. I couldn't have. But the despair.. It matches up..

[ultimatepower]

Hush. You're just seeing things.

[loveinviolence]

But it happened.. Didn't it?

[ultimatepower]

I don't know. I wasn't there. Some people are seeing things that didn't happen.

[loveinviolence]

This happened.. It had to happen this way. Not what they showed me.. How could I throw myself over-