Multiple split heads burst from your body
Tears fall from each of your eyes
Words escape,
I taste and swallow them
They become knots in my stomache
exacerbated sights
a longing, a lonliness
drowning in silence
closed mouth
Your hands brush across my lips, my body
Sleeplessly awake
to wander wet pavement
death lingers above my bed

I had a GREAT day!!

I woke up to a phone call from Jessica saying that she is going to come out her for her Spring Break. YESS!! Today was also my first day at voodoo too and it was the BEST. It was really busy all day, which meant I made a lot of money in tips (36.50)! I kept smelling weed at the counter, but I thought it must have just been on a ( Read more... )

I get so worried about all of the miserable things going on that everyone ignores, I forget sometimes that things are beautiful and people are kind. I believe in the kindness of strangers. Perhaps, not in the goodness of humanity, but in humanity itself. I find beauty in simplicity and nature, or a natural state of decay. Recently, I've been having ( Read more... )

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I need to tell everyone this because I am really worried that this administration has gotten away with some really criminal things and taken away too many of our constitional rights. Even as I am writing this right now, I am honestly afraid that someone could be reading this. [ http://epic.org/privacy/terrorism/usapatriot/When the patriot act was ( Read more... )

I bought lace curtains for my bedroom. I like living in a house again, mostly just having a big comfortable bed. It’s dangerous though, I never want to leave it! I actually passed out the other night in it. I closed my eyes and when I awoke the lights were off and all my friends had gone. There’s a party at my house tomorrow night, I hope its ( Read more... )

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A man came into voodoo doughnuts this morning. He's a regular, always kind of shifty, but I've met him before. Rogelio, Roger in English. He orders two crullers: one maple,one chocolate. "Things are changing" he says and casually he tells me his wife is leaving him. My voice gets soft and quiet when I tell him 'I'm sorry'. It kind of hurt a little ( Read more... )

I want to run and just think about the next step and nothing else and keep running. I want run so far that I don't know how to come back, so I just go home and cry everything out.

( a dream of asymmetrical buildings )

Streetlights pass overhead ( Read more... )