Well it happened again, Sunday I had another epileptic seizure. Second one ever, but I haven't had it in quite a few years. I stopped taking my medicine for the past few months. I guess I paid for that on Sunday. Now I'm on new medicine,...guess it's just the way of life. And this is how mine will go. Sucks...

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so i'm working out alot more now. i'm finally seeing definition building up, which i am glad about. It's nice to see the forthcoming of pectoral muscles. The arms are coming back, and I can't lose them this time. I can't let that happen. I just need motivation, which is something I am so easily lacking anymore. There's nothing to work for...

I haven't full out cried in a long while...and things have just really caught up to me right now...currently am breaking down.....

at least i have 3 computers, else i woulda gone crazy tonight...worked all day, then come home to a blue screen...hard drive is bad again...2nd time, last time was 8 months ago. Thankfully got a PSP on the computer so nothing out of pocket...go up to best buy before work tomorrow to do the hard drive swap, and perform the labor myself...oh well... ( Read more... )

So I was sitting in my cubicle today, and I realized, ever since I started working, every single day of my life has been worse than the day before it. So that means that every single day that you see me, that's on the worst day of my life.

That about sums it up...

Everyday I wake up is the worst day of my life

as everyone is probably already aware, my best friend and brother from a different mother private obitz is shipping out for boot and mos training for the united states army on tuesday the twenty-third. i know this is kind of cheesy and juvenile, but if you are reading this and are going to miss derek and want to wish him all of the best, copy and ( Read more... )

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Well I know most everyone that reads this will not care, but I do know that one person will find this awesome. I'm sure you've heard about RENT coming to the theatres Nydia. Well, it's sooner than I thought. Check out the site http://www.sonypictures.com/movies/rent/ I had no ( Read more... )

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