i totally forgot a hide a LJ!! im liking the handwritten journal better tho. I like the tree that jorge drew on the inside cover with "J.D. + N.H." carved into the tree. I think that's reason enough to forget about livejournal ( Read more... )

my stomach is seriously like a bottomless pit. i've only been awake for 9 hours and already i've eaten chicken nuggets and fries, a hot dog, and 2 muffins. not mini muffins, big costco muffins. bottomless pit ( Read more... )

its been so long since ive written an entry that i seriously forgot what my journal looked like. but now that i see it again, i remember now that i like it ( Read more... )

I cant believe that Ian is gone. i really cant take this anymore. i cant take everyone dying. it makes you wonder...maybe life would be easier if you just went through life and never opened up to people, and never became good friends with people. then you wouldnt have to go through shit like this. over and over. and it never gets easier.

im so lonely tonight its absurd. i got home from work at about 7:10 am, came home, and of course, no one was awake. i went to sleep, and slept awful. by the time i woke up, my parents were just getting home from work. they stayed for about 20 minutes then left for tahoe. and i've been alone ever since. i wish i had someone to talk to. or someone to ( Read more... )

i know that i havent written a journal entry in like a million years, but im writing now to rant and rave about this new makeup i bought. i bought the bare minerals kit and it is so incredible. i had seen it on an infomercial and it seemed too good to be true. so i went on ebay and bought like a sample kit. and i was pretty happy with it. so i ( Read more... )

i've seriously been sitting at this computer for like an hour thinking about writing a new entry, but i couldnt think of how to start it. so fuck it, here it goes ( Read more... )

UPDATE

+ Prozac Nation is like my new favorite movie
+ i love golf. it really does relieve stress
+ the heiress girl on super sweet 16 is a dumbass
+ i miss my parents. even though i see them every night
+ i've never been this much in love

i've been trying on all the new shit i bought today and trying to figure out with im gonna wear tomorrow to aj's game and whatever. and i decided...that im content with the size of my boobs. i know that i always complain about them getting smaller and smaller the more i lose weight, but i've decided that they are right for me. i'd rather have small ( Read more... )

i've decided to write a new journal entry since its been about a month and 10 days since i've updated. i like the new journal layout, even tho i didnt make it. and i think i will keep it for a while. the weather has been so great lately. the suns been out everyday for like 2 weeks or something. or 3. and i tanned a lot for the first week or two, ( Read more... )