wow, i havent been on lj in a while ( Read more... )

there is soo much to talk about, yet i cant write them now...
interested?? ask me questions!
i think i want that... maybe...

stayed up till about 2:30 last night talking online with derek, son, and a new guy named jeffrey....
and i was in casey's room.....
>____<

TODAY RYAN COMES TO PLAY WITH ME!!!
^__________^ i <33333 ryan soooo much ( Read more... )

putnam porn... what is it ( Read more... )

AAAHHH!!! i'm not at home ( Read more... )

welps... this is it...
v____v
so sad....
i love you all!!
*huggles*
starting to pack... i feel like its too early even tho i'm supposed to be their on sat....
>________>
some ppl said they'd promise and visit.... i hope they do....

I DONT KNOW WHO MY ROOMMATES ARE YET!!!
damn...

hahaha, what an exciting day yesterday was ( Read more... )

doop doop ( Read more... )

ugh... my stomach hurts sooo much....
too much stress, guilt, and frustration.
i dont kno what to do.
i want to stay with tu, but i shouldnt.
compared to him, i dont see the rest of my life with him. 
i see what my dad is saying in that i need to experience a college life with those who are experiencing the same thing as well, not with someone who has ( Read more... )

on my dad's birthday we went to marine world.
i saw walruses having sex... eeeewwwwwww....
and my brother complained toooo much....
and my dad went on sum roller coasters! ^___^ medusa and vertical velocity!
mom was actually nice...
next day, went to work with dad like always, and then we get home and mom is acting like a total bitch again, like always ( Read more... )