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Ugh
Finally got an app that let's me post from my phone....much better than twitter... I just wanna breathe and no without all that government for not wanting my kids won't chine to me.... I have no livejournal friends so it helps ... People say they know I'm struggling i say your full of Shit -
depressed
it seems like everytime i turn around im more and more depressed than i was before... im really starting to think there is no hope in the world for me. my chest hurts soooo bad and there is really nothing that i can do to stop the pain. im on prozac 40mg but its not helping i smoke weed daily now... and its not helping... im at a loss on what i can ( Read more... ) -
I'm back!!
Its been a long time LJ!!! I missed you I figure over the course of a couple weeks ill be able to let you know what has been going on with me... I'm sleepy now but tonmorrow ill be able to start my story... I love you all
Peace! -
ummm
most of the time i have no clue what to write all i know is that i love this man still...... but im in love with edward as well.... neither one of them really care what i feel or there would have been a war for the ages or someting idk!!! all i know is that im in love with people and they dont love me back ..... im sick of the tings that im going ( Read more... ) -
ugh
so apparently .... im sooo angry and i have so much on my mind i dont know what to say like my chest hurts and UGH
so i have a boyfriend and well i guess a guy on facebook emailed him and said some really awfull shit to him about me.... and you know what he does??? he comes back and starts arguing with me like its MY fault that someone is talkin ( Read more... ) -
ugh
its a good thing that i love livejournal i have somewhere to relase my feelings and its like so much better to type them than it is to write them......
if only my sun was as bright as the moon
the trees could sway in the sunset
my life would have meaning
i could see the flowers
thats all my prozac would allow me to write so...more later -
so...
so... i think its finally time that i start writing.....again i miss it alot
so much has happen to me that i think it will take some time to cover it all
1. i tried to kill myself 4 times
2. i think im an drunk
3. im moving to run away from my ex boyfriend
4. i ended up in the psych floor for attempted suscide
i just i cant take it anymore i want him ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Birthday Shout-out
i will have to say the deathly hallows point blank period -
wow
so i totally didnt think i would be doing this again but i am ( Read more... ) -
wow
so this is my first live journal post and its weird i dont think im the type of person to.....idk.......release demons on the web but this is kinda freeing.....
so im 22
i love to read, write poems and eat!!!!!!!
but most of all i love harry potter!!!!!!
and twilight
weird i know but thats it for now thanks