hi everyone ( Read more... )

My brain is slow today. What happened last night? It was a blur: drinking mostly.

And now the snow is melting and I have a strange not real headache. I made the coffee too strong.

And I don't really know what to do next with everyone else in the apt sleeping.....

look i posted on lj.

MERRY XMAS EVERYONE!!!!

I just want everyone to know that dad had surgery on Monday. They removed his prostrate. As far as they can tell the cancer did not spread.

This is all very good.

If you saw me in the back of a police car, what would you think I was there for?

Answer me, then post this in your own journal (or, you know, don't) to see how many different crimes you get accused of committing.

I was meaning to post this sooner, but I have been avoiding reality.
shutting myself off in order to put off dealing with things.

So dad has prostate cancer, they have no idea how bad it is or if it has spread else where.

I am praying he is alright.

Travel plans

Going to sturgis on the 1st coming back on the 9th.

going to portland for zine symposium on the 22nd coming back on the 25th.

I feel completely brain dead ( Read more... )

My great-grandmother.

the one who lived in ballard and lived off of whiskey, camel straights and toast, passed away today. She was 92, and lived a full life. but I am still sad. three grandparents in a year.... I only have one left now. It just seems so intense....

anyway.