Thanks for the concern, goldsquare, but I think I'm being a realist. We had so many things in common, so many core values, and even our flaws were things we could accept from each other. That said, at any other time in our lives, we would have been totally wrong for each other, so even the timing of our meeting was unique and special. We each had to learn respective lessons in our lives to be ready for each other. I somehow think that the odds of that happening twice in a lifetime are too long to consider, so I accept this situation.