Why do all the petty fights have to happen THIS week, one after the other?

I think that someday in ten or fifteen years, you and I will be great friends. Maybe even best friends, the way that only sisters are supposed to be, where we can talk and understand one another and have empathy for each other. But clearly now is not that time ( Read more... )

Today I called my mom's house to tell her about the start of the new semester. I'm really glad that no one picked up.

It's hard to break up with someone when you like them, regardless of all the reasons that you are breaking up. I wish things could be different, but at this point, they aren't. And that's that.

75% of pancreatic cancer patients die within the first 12 months of diagnosis.

I feel the worst because I am the worst, so I do not complain about the consequences.
Do not drink. ever. ever ever ever ever ever. Fuck me.

trying out tumblr. let me know if you have one...still trying to figure this shit out

On the other side of the emotional spectrum, my dad is engaged :)

I wish I believed that some sort of God existed. I feel like having someone to blame for this would perhaps be able to make me feel better. I am so angry. I am so terrified. I am heartbroken.

I am not okay, and I don't know how I will be through any of this.

Yaaaaay Wii and Wii Fit for Christmas!