I figured I would post this again just in case there are some of you that missed it or whatever...

I got a new journal. It is i_stand_still so make sure you add me to your friends list (assuming of course you want to keep me as a friend). If I'm not added with in a week, I'll take that as a gentle hint that we're no long lj friends... with no hard feelings ( Read more... )

So I got an email saying that this paid account expires on Saturday.... not that that is a big deal because I don't use any of the paid features, but I decided I wanted to get a new journal. So I did. Also I figured it's a good move since I'm no longer in Kyros, so the name kyrosman_nico doesn't really fit anymore.

So.... the new one is i_stand_still. Go ( Read more... )

Worst. Night. Of. Sleep. Ever.Oh my goodness. I woke up every hour or so. The worst part about it was every time I fell asleep I would have a different dream and not a single one of them was positive. All of them were either scary, stressful, or just plain out awful. I woke up feeling so shitty after every single one of them. It was not fun at ( Read more... )

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Well, I've decided I'm going to completely give up on pursuing anything with Cassie. If it happens, it happens. But it's too awkward and weird to be in this middle ground. I'm not going to spend time trying to figure out what she's thinking. For now, we are friends. If it becomes obvious that she wants more than that, than I will happily go ( Read more... )

It gets me extremely frustrated that I can't write lyrics. I have so much that I want to write about, but I can never do it. I have songs after songs, that musically, are amazing, I just can't put words to them. And I know how much I could use being able to write right now. I guess that is that though. Forced writing never sounds good any way ( Read more... )

So I remember always saying how Amanda is constantly searching for someone, how it seems like she needs someone in her life to be happy and I think I'm starting to notice that in myself. I wouldn't say I need someone to be happy, but I can get attached to girls very quickly. I'm fine being alone. I have no fear of not having someone, but when I ( Read more... )

Well I got my internet hooked up which is always nice. Mainly because other than playing guitar or reading, there wasn't anything to do at my place since the guys are always watching movies or playing nintendo in the front room. When we moved in Dave's girlfriends grandparents gave him this huge big screen tv totally free. It's so cool. I am so ( Read more... )

Well, I'm all moved in finally. It took all weekend long and was extremely stressful and busy but was/is SOOOOO worth it. Our new place is just unreal. I absolutely love it (as does everyone else that sees it). At first I was a little iffy about moving because we had a good place, so why leave it, but I'm glad we did. This new place just has a ( Read more... )

Well, here it goes. I have completely packed up my room. The only thing left is my computer. I'm not sure if I'll have internet there right when I move in (It's wired for it over there, but it may not be turned on) so it could be as long as wed/thurs till I have the ninernet back. So that's that.

Cool new condo... here I come.