There comes a time in every girls life when she has to realize that it is, in fact, over. Me and Billy are finally over, and I'm really okay with it. In fact, I'm kind of glad, actually. We were on again off again for the past 6 months, and then finally it happened. "Everything will be okay in the end, and if everythings not ok, then its not the ( Read more... )

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Wow. So I have a mom who doesnt give a fuck about me or what I do anymore, a sister who hates me, a stepdad who thinks im a horrible person, a dad who pretends he cares, but he only does when something bad happens, and a boyfriend who I dont even know about anymore.

Wonderful.

So, it's over. No more waking up at 5:30 am, no more skipping Mr. Nolte's class first period for no reason at all, or just because I didn't want to take the anatomy test that day, no more bullshit IB math where we did nothing for the first hour and 20 minutes, no more music/art history...thank god...because I'm surely not mad about that...no more ( Read more... )

I'm done. I can't take it anymore.

I don't know. Can you believe...2 more days? It just seems so unreal. We're almost done. And yet, at this point, I am more lost in my college crap than ever. UMKC needs to get their shit together, so I might end up at Rockhurst. Or Mizzou. I don't really no. Possibly SLU now. I don't knoooow ( Read more... )

I hope the days come easy ( Read more... )

So I brought my F's in Mackenzie and Honors Science up to C's, but now I still have an F in IB Math and now have one in Anatomy. Great. My moms being a complete and total bitch about it too. She hasn't given a flying fuck about my schoolwork unless she hears that I'm failing, which is when she decides to ask me "what's going on" and then act all ( Read more... )

Well, hopefully someone will be excited about this, because my parents surely weren't. I got home today and found a packet from Rockhurst laying on the table. So I opened it. And seriously, I started to cry. I don't know why I was crying because I was so happy, or if it was because I realized that hey, we're getting close to the end ( Read more... )

You can't see it,
You can't touch it,
You can only feel it.
You don't know why,
But it's always there.
It's the drive that gets you going in the morning,
It's what you live for.
Sometimes it may get hard,
But your perserverence will pay off in the end.
Love;
You can't see it,
You can't touch it,
You can only feel it.