Well its been awhile but a certain someone inspired me to write again... Lets see how my lifes been? shit no good hell awful and many more... I lost a great girl for a few different reasons my actions and her issues.. I don't know what to do of course I will get over it over time but its different we had such a blast together but of course there ( Read more... )

so I've been sad lately but I'm doing ok I guess..... So I went out last night to the biz and actually a hot girl came up to my friend when I left the table and asked about me.... I love it It made me feel great so we talked awhile and she gave me her number shes a cutie... The only problem is she just broke up with her gf of 3 years I swear I ( Read more... )

WHY IM JUST SO UPSET RIGHT NOW I JUST GOT DUMPED IM SO SICK AND TIRED OF RELASHIONSHIPS I COULD SCREAM I ALWAYS SEEM TO BE THE ONE GETTING HURT I TRY AND TRY BUT ITS NEVER GOOD ENOUGH I GUESS. AFTER MY FIRST ONE I DIDNT HAVE ANOTHER REAL ONE FOR OVER A YEAR THEN THIS ONE CAME AND FINALLY I OPENED UP AND WHAT HAPPENS I GET KNOCKED DOWN AGAIN I ( Read more... )

Today is a day to do nothing at all... I'm just chillin at home alone my girl left for the day to study and hang with her friend. I've been staring at this screen for 5 hours now my eyes are getting blurry but I have nothing better to do.... I hate sundays for the most part they are so long and boring....

todays the first entry and i really don't have much to say at the moment just that i'm at work and bored today. Just thought I would do this a few of my friends are on here and thought maybe it would be fun. later