It would be nice if you put forth just a little effort. If you didn't cancel 50% of the time. If you acted like you actually gave a damn. If you didn't act like I was just going to be waiting, the fact that I am is due to my issues not how amazing you are. If you actually cared about the fact that you won't see me for close to two weeks. If you ( Read more... )

I wish that I was either a dumb girl who crushes hard/easily or a smart girl who only had a cynical outlook towards love instead of a smart girl who crushes hard. Because crushing hard means I put my feelings out there and could potentially get hurt. And being smart means that I can logically see why it's wrong. Or hopeless. Or in my case both.

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So I love photography. I'm not very good at it, but I it's my favorite form of art. And Annie Leibovitz is one of my favorite artist. Actually she is my favorite. I found a close second, but Anne Liebovitz always takes phennomenal pictures. She has a series of Disney ones that I am in awe of and thought I would share them w/ you. So here you go:


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My tribute to Ashley:


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   I started this long post explaining in detail what I did last night.  But, I don't have the energy. So I'll give you the short synopsis.  I went to a bar w/ a bunch of friends I haven't had the chance to see, let alone hang out w/ in months. And I'm talking like nine months.  I had a ball!!!  All I heard all night was how much I was missed and ( Read more... )

Shockingly I'm a person.  This may not be that surprising to some of you, but to those checking in to my condos it apparently is a mind blowing concept.  Here are some of the lovely things I've had to endure just this weekend alone.  For the record these are things you don't do ( Read more... )

   So I had an epiphany today.  It was quite miraculous, although it may seem a little obvious to the rest of you.  I tetermined that I don't have to like everybody.  Gasp.  Shock.  I know, I know I'm a little slow when it comes to these things.  But, this is amazing to me.  I have always tried to please everyone.  I have always tried to get along ( Read more... )

So I recently had a break down while walking down the streets of Seattle. It was bad I was sobbing and drunk. I totally killed C's buzz as well as my own (sorry honey). But it was good in a way to because it meant I had to deal with some stuff. And I had to deal with some fears that I didn't even know were there. Since I am prone to discovering ( Read more... )