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I'm so tired
I am emotionally, physically, and mentally exhausted. My body aches, my heart aches, my head aches...and I want to punch a wall. Dear Lord, make it all go away please. I can't concentrate, I am restless, and I want to crawl in my bed forever and never come out. So tired of school, so tired of work, so tired of people. Should I go to class tonight? ( Read more... ) -
Short Relationships Still Hurts...
It hurts... I know I should be working on hw, but how do you concentrate when your eyes and nose burn and your chest feels like someone is trying to impend your breathing? *sigh* How the hell do you go from "You're everything I ever wanted" to "I need some freedom" and "I'm feeling a pressure overload" in half a day?? I mean WTF ( Read more... ) -
Why Am I So...
There is actually quite a bit of reasoning behind why my personality is the way it is. I self-analyze a lot, so I always come up with possible theories of why I am how I am hehe ( Read more... ) -
Thanksgiving for the girl who just isn't giving many thanks
Idk what it is... it's a bad sign when you feel lonely even when you are in a relationship right? He says that I don't sound like I'm interested in his life anymore, yet somehow I feel it is that he is so far away from me these days...
Is it because I chose to spend Thanksgiving with my family? Even when my plans changed I let him know asap and ( Read more... ) -
Been awhile...
Hmm I haven't updated this thing in a while :/
Man, I was depressing lol
Life is life, I suppose. Not sure what is going on with mine these days... It's here, it's there...it's kinda everywhere. Sometimes I feel lonely and sad, sometimes I'm angry, sometimes I wonder what's the point of it all. Mostly, I'm disgusted with myself; with so many things ( Read more... ) -
Meme
In reply to uchihirokilove
Rules: Copy to your own LJ, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag 10 people. I don't know 10 people on LJ, so I will be tagging no one and everyone :P Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real . . . nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial ( Read more... ) -
Alone in a crowd of people
I can feel the darkness creeping in. It claws at the corners of my mind. It beckons me in, to go where I have gone before. I wonder how long I can fight it. How long will my heart ache? How long before I'm gone? The darkness clouds my mind, making me wish it would all just go away; wish that I could just go away... Is this what it's like to lose a ( Read more... ) -
not really an update
Sorry pplz but this isn't really an update. Since my LJ is mainly to rant bout stuff and I don't really have anything to complain bout right now there won't be much of anything until probably school starts. Actually I'm going to a family reunion soon so most likely I will have tons of things to whine bout when I get back on the 16th hehe. To keep ( Read more... ) -
hmmm
:( I dunno why I feel so bleh all of a sudden. Summer hasn't been all that bad so far. I was actually enjoying it for the most part. I just came back from Cali this past Saturday. The church conference thingy (Hoi Dong) was pretty good. There were some bad moments but it was good overall. I even got back in time to pick up book 2 of the Anita Blake ( Read more... )
