in that oh my gosh i cant believe it, jump up and down, gitty, run around your house dancing and singing retardedly, butterflies in your stomach feeling. and its amazing ( Read more... )

finally had a little girls night last night. it was well needed. katie sam and i went out to eat and then to the mall then we took sam home and then katie and i went to VONS!! and a few other little stores around it then we went to humberto's work where katie got water all over herself in the bathroom. we then went to target, shoe carnival, caits ( Read more... )

my boyfriend is wonderful cuz he'll walk around with me and tecumseh bored out of our minds and listening to the choirs sing. then he'll listen to me talk about how cute my brother looked up there doing what he loves to do and how proud i am of him. and then... then when he could be out with all his friends paint balling he comes back to my house ( Read more... )

today he hung out with me from after school till like 9 and it felt like it'd only been an hour or so. its an awesome feeling. we talked about so much that needed to be talked about and stuff that started new things to be talked about. he even listened and was interested in the boy who broke my heart. and how worried and scared i am this time. ( Read more... )

alex and i are going out now and have been for like 2 weeks. its crazy though cuz it feels like we've been dating for ever. he makes me feel so comfortable and we always wanna be together. im going to miss him so much when he has to leave. i dont wanna think about it but its something i just cant get out of my head. we talk about him leaving almost ( Read more... )

I MISS KATIE!!  but she gets ungrounded on wednesday and everything will be all good cuz well i'll seal her even though she wont have her car.

i was also thinking..... SAAAAMMMM .... i think i haven't talked to u in to many days now and i feel like i dont know whats going on and well i got bunches to tell you so yeah.

okay im just in a real ( Read more... )

I used to be scared of

Letting someone in

But it gets so lonely

Being on my own

No one to talk to

And no one to hold me

I'm not always strong

Oh, I need you here

Are you listening?

-Kelly Clarkson-

today was wonderful!

and there is just really no other way to put it.

we had military history day all day long i pretty much slept most of the time and the other half i hung out with katie, humberto, and alex. goodness it was great. i've missed katie so much it was nice to get to hang out with her thought we haven't got to catch up on ( Read more... )

how is it that he can keep that one secret from her. that one that everyone knows about and everyone talks about and well i just dont get it. i wonder if maybe she knows but just lets it be okay. but then im like no really who would want that to happen to them over and over and over again, i'd be crushed. then there is a part of me that feels like ( Read more... )

so today is the last day of summer. what a way to end it too. got up REAL early for work had the most boring day ever at work no one was there everyone else has already started school. today i had to open and omgoodness we were done opening a hour and a half before best buy even opened so i went out for two smoke breaks and i dont even smoke! it ( Read more... )