you know, it's nights like these where i am too exhausted to leave my home, there's nothing on tv, i've seen every movie 15 times, and video games just arent doing it for me that i really wish i was 16 again and spending 4 hours chatting with crazies on irc.
last night i got my very own first car. it's an 86 honda accord. it's light blue, doesnt have a cup holder, missing a hub cap, and everytime i turn on the turn signal, my lights go out. it's fucking perfect. i like the idea that i can just take off and drive. i definitely plan on doing that soon.
-i've been smoking and drinking way too much this summer. i fear it will only increase when i am subjected to the indoors this winter. must stop asap
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it's 9pm. i have to be out the door at 5am. i havent packed at all. i am completely unprepared. im scared to death to fly, as usual...and for some reason, i'm completely nervous about going home? why on earth am i nervous?