Fear & Anxiety

[karaokegal]

I don't really believe things are going to go back to normal.
I think we're heading for a post-apocalyptic dystopia.
I'm not fit enough for the Hunger Games.

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[marissaangell]

And here for some reason my brain wants to write a new post-apocalypse/dystopian fic for a fandom I believe I can no longer rise from the gone...
Okay I had a weird dream two or three months ago that repeated itself two days in a row and I let it fade enough to pick up some crumbs and locate the crossover fandom (nobody in the whole universe can answer me with ideas what other fandom/character should I borrow to have a crossie)

Besides I take my own HG vibe to fanfiction levels so I don’t care as long as my dreams are told to myself and my own soul has reached the limit...

Also I’m having a Star Trek: Enterprise binge so I’m gonna keep singing “ ‘Cause I’ve got faith, to the heart. I’m going where my heart will take me...”

Stay safe and try cheer up. I’m still trying to find Hawkeye to teach me some Katnis’ bow moves *wink*

[karaokegal]

The good news is that the giant conglomerate is going to pay full salary for an insanely minimal amount of busy-work, at least for the time being. The bad news is TIME ON MY HANDS. The good news to that is...online 12-Step meetings, almost all the time.

[marissaangell]

Well any help is good thing, I can't imagine anyone willingly paying anyone for staying home, I am happy to still have a job to go to so that I at least have some coin to pay my bills and buy food when necessary.
In my country it's like one's goodwill to stay home until they can't no more. And charity from certain businesses to be capable of paying salary to people staying home.
I sort of wish to have some TIME to binge some shows and do some graphics and learn some stuff on my iPad and WRITE SOME FICS *sigh*
But gotta be happy for a job and some way to still get to work as it's slowly becoming more crazy with the precautions in public and stuff :/

Well, at least you can always try some new things and just enjoy being lazy while it lasts.

[karaokegal]

Enjoying being lazy is not an effective strategy for me.
I'm trying to help those who are doing a complete self-quarantine by doing shopping runs, either for necessities or more frivolous things, like a hair dye or particular brand of skin care cream. Anything I can do to make someone else's lockdown more tolerable is a good form of service.

[cuddyclothes]

Try being in NYC!

Although SF must be just as weird.

[karaokegal]

Nearly an hour in the cold to get into Rainbow Grocery.
But I did get to 3 online meetings today and practiced harmonium.