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It's been 7 months
I don't think I can stop thinking about you. Every day it gets a little easier but my heart shatters into more pieces. And every day I try to put it back together ( Read more... ) -
Still
Nothing has changed for you. Everything in my life has continued moving. I can't message you or call you. I'm so lost. I miss you too much and it sucks. Everything sucks. There's too many things that i think had happened that the feeling in the pit of my stomach makes me question our last conversation. And what your mom asked me makes me question ( Read more... ) -
Still
I'm still sad. It's been three days. Why did this one hurt so much more? I waited for years to have your mom tell me that you were gone but you survived, you grew, you got better, you were all new not entirely healed but newer and happier. My heart hurts. I can't stop thinking of you. But i know and i have to keep this mind set that you're in a ( Read more... ) -
Ashes
I lost my anchor yesterday and I just don't know how to feel about that. My sister, my bestest friend, my heart, my soul, my love. Apart of me is now lost and broken into a million pieces. 💔 I don't know how to deal with this. I've lossed so many this year alone and all hurt tremendously. My aunt who helped raised me, my three girls Makita, Trixie ( Read more... ) -
The year 2020 in a nut shell
FUCK 2020.
that is all.
I'm still alive. Anyone out there? -
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I'm so tired. I'm looking forward to sleeping tonight. Had the most weirdest dream last night. It was so surreal. Jerry said I was whimpering and was super cold. *must remember to post it later. Right now I need to take Ken'ichi to football camp for the HS. -
W Fair Dr, Littleton
I can't stop thinking about this kid from back in the day. When I was a teen I would come out to Colorado to visit my aunt in Littleton. It was the summer my aunt wanted me to stay longer to go to the school down the way from her house. Little did I know it would change everything ( Read more... ) -
toast
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