Welcome back clayton_aiken. I have missed you. I should make icons out of my Maxim pictures. I think I just might. I think I am not having sex with Justin Guarini anymore either. :'( and I think Trenyce hates me and she never updates anymore. Why are we not good at these journals guys?

Where is Clay?

So I heard Clay talked shit about me and said I was phoney and that everyone was glad that I was voted off. Now I do not feel so bad for using one of those speed dialing things to help Ruben win. Why are Julia, Josh, and Carmen in Must Be Pop already? Who did they sleep with? I really like putting exclamation points on things! I have pictures that ( Read more... )

I don't know what you're doing caldwell_k but I am still around. Thanks so please leave.

RUUUUUUUUUUUBEN!!! :-*

What’s up kids? Julia Demato and Carmen Rasmussen sings on QVC now. That doesn’t have anything to do with this entry, but I thought it was a great way to start it off ( Read more... )

The best part about this whole experience was the free food. I say it before and I’ll say it again, who needs to perform every week when you can stuff your face with miniature sandwiches all day long? That is what I’m going to miss, the free food. But in all seriousness, I am going to miss this place. I am going to miss singing, and most ( Read more... )

peace kiddies

I should have been the one to leave the house tonight ( Read more... )

The house is too quiet without him here. There are days I sit on the couch and turn around thinking I've heard him call my name or thinking I've heard his laugh. I miss him, but at the same time I'm angry at him. I feel betrayed. I'm so upset that he's blown his chance at something he wanted to be since forever. I'm upset that he kept this from all ( Read more... )