the things she did were always so much more innocent than the things i did, and so much more sad.

i'm a character in one of the most strangely beautiful and moving webcomics ever made. check it out at http://www.thesecretknots.com. i'm the myseterious ex-girlfriend, and i look so cool. i'm credited as katie kawaii.

this is my baby puppy. she is my number one love. she even puts up with things like this, because she loves me.


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"love, which absolves no one beloved from loving." that is the lie i most wish was truth.

i am reading our horoscopes to see where they collide. the rest i cross out with measured black lines like the cia. with a steady enough hand, i can make them say take her back. say we were meant to be.

adults have been talking about love like a fairy tale. he asks me are you sure you love me and i respond, are you sure you're curious?

in a week it will be l.a. to new york again, the three thousand miles it always comes down to. he showed me the subway map, proving to me finally that manhattan really is an island. did you know some go underwater? you can't tell, he says. he points out the upper east side, where he will be, and the bronx and harlem and queens and tribeca, where ( Read more... )

i bought a designer dress, these jeans, three tank tops, and two shirts that go down. to. there.
i bought two lip conditioners, two lip sticks, two glosses, mascara.
i bought shoes i can't walk in withouit pretending that wince is a smirk, is flirting.
because i need to see something beautiful again.

it's not out there.

"Do you feel responsible for the death of poets?"
"Partly," the moon replied.