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[justcarbon]

I have a few minutes before I leave the office and head back to campus for class so I felt the need to update. I hate working in an office. It's horrible. I hate secreterial work. I hate mindless programming. I hate people who think that their jobs are really important. I hate people who think that they're way more important than they really are.

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[pochanike]

i know exactly how you feel. that is not presumptuous of me to say either, i promise.

the episodes i encounter are a little more severe when they do happen. i'm a rager as well as the crying.

a filter from one of my fish tanks stopped working and i was trying to get it going and after half an hour it wasnt working. so i started smashing the shit out of it. apparently the impellar was just in wrong which i fixed after my random bashing of the thing (which it survived)

another time when i was angry about something i kicked a hole in the wall and another time i tore apart my entire office in a blind rage.

it gets pretty scary now that i think about it. although i do have common sense still somehow. like when i tore apart my office in a blind rage nothing was spared really except my monitor and i paused on it once during the angry fit.

and i cry while i do all this, sometimes i grunt for good measure lol j/k.

you'll be okay, just try to think positive (my more passive side has begun to show lately).

hello lover

[__pinklady__]

Eep. Please take care of yourself...the office job does sound really boring. Jesus. A girl your age needs excitement or she'll fall asleep! Silly child.
You've probably looked into other jobs, but I do hope you find one so that you can both work and not be bored to death and on the verge of a nervous breakdown. Do you work all weekend, too? If not, is there one day you can kind of take to pamper yourself, or just sleep so you don't completely burn out?

Hope you're holding up okay.