Remember goodbye doesn't mean forever
Let me tell you goodbye
Doesn't mean we'll never be together again....

Ohhhhhhhhh really! You dont say!!!

I wish...........

Remember when you noticed out heart beats
how they beat at the same pace
how you were so amazed by it
You would check all the time to see if they still beat at the same pace
and they always did
Remember you said it was because we were a PERFECT MATCH....

I remember
What happened to that??

I fucking love a certain friend of mine! Out of all my friends, he is the one who calls me everyday to check on me and make sure im ok! I havent even seen him in like a year, but he still calls me to make sure im alright! I guess hes the only one who realizes how hard this really is on me, and Im glad he does, he always calls to get an update on ( Read more... )

Time, sometimes the time just slips away ( Read more... )

WOW, I fucking HATE drama! Because of a bunch of drama, I look like i am a little fucking physco ex girlfriend thats just trying to make her ex jealous! It is NOT even like that! I can fucking prove it too, that Im not lying but no one wants to hear it! I am so pissed off, I wasnt in drama till this shit! I avoid it and now I have been dragged into ( Read more... )

Still havent talked to him! I am going crazy! This is the LONGEST I have gone without talking to him since I met him! BLAH! I hate this, I am getting really upset! Tomorrow I am going to just go to his house, if hes not working, and if he is, just go into Raleys! I cant take it, I need to talk to him! I miss him SOOOOOOOoo freaking much, I just ( Read more... )

FUCK, this shit sucks SOOOO bad! He will not talk to me! I tried to call him and I think he forwarded me both times! I keep trying to text him but it wont go through, I am getting hella upset, I need to talk to him and tell him what happened, I can STAND knowing that hes mad at me!!!! Its so hard knowing what we had before, and its all gone! I miss ( Read more... )

Damn this shit sucks! I am supposed to go talk to him today, i hate sitting around wondering when he is gonna call me, if he doesnt call me in a little while i will just call him! I get so nervous when I talk to him, my heart pounds and I can never get my words together, thats when you know you REALLY care about someone. I miss him SOOOOOO much! I ( Read more... )

I need to start using this again! I started using the blog on myspace, but I cant write shit on there cuz certain people will see it! this is my story...

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Wow I havent updated in like a month! Alot of shit has been going on. Christmas was pretty lame, but new years was amazing! I had so much fucking fun!!! Best new years I ever had I would have to say, except for the drama here and there, I was so incredibly wasted! Gotta love it! Fucking Chris just kept making me drinks, and they tasted so good so I ( Read more... )