i take almost everything for granted.....
it wasnt until some one came to visit me and told me that while they were here their life was like a movie that i finally realized how good i have it.

yet every day another tear, another i miss him, another stupid reason to be mad

i admire those who can honestly say that they have lived life as a movie

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i miss:

the lies
the back stabbing
the hatred
and most of all ur decietful nature
worthless slut

ur really nice and i whish we could go back to last summer somthimes and just snuggle on ur bed i mean i know deep down inside that u in every way r the best pick for me and i think u feel the same somtimes but somthin stops me everytime i start to get close to u i dont know what it is it weird maby iam afraid that people will make fun of me or ( Read more... )

umm so school is starting to suck already....i almost shot myslef this morning

it disapoints me that people u knew so well can change into the monster u never knew existed.....you all suck

::EDIT:: last entry i wasnt talking about making things work with ryan just things in general

i love what i have and i'd give anything for it.

me: is it like on the coast
Ryan: no its on the beach

yes i pick the smart ones

please find my directions and tell me how to make things work.