I'm just not ready yet. There's just too much time. I don't need an eternity to linger, I just want a moment that lasts. As much I tried, I haven't be able to find my own happiness alone, to share yet. I'm still dependent on others. With really nothing of my own to give. I haven't changed at all. I thought I've progess so much, but that was just a ( Read more... )

Try as I might, I still feel the same, as I lie underdeathe different stars for this one night. I'm not sure if anyone feels the way I do. I exist somewhere far from where I've known. A place that welcomes new experiences of sorts. But everything still seems the same when alone. The lack of company brings a brutal realization of loneliness. And the ( Read more... )

Happiness Defined:

Something warm. Something that soothes the heart.

Love Defined:

A fools reasoning for the uncertain.

My hands are covered with smeared black ink. Visiting the outside. I stand here for a minute, standing....staring straight into the ground, wondering whats buried underneath the asphalt. Tonight, this summer night, is a little colder ( Read more... )

There was a moment tonight, where I defied my persistent logic and experience something that transcends and betrays the laws time and space. It's a little embarrassing to portray in words, cause its near-impossible to capsulize a feeling with words. Plus its nerdy and has some-what of a romantic notion in itself.

I was standing in a the middle of ( Read more... )

I never thought there be such a time where I wasn't in love, when I'd actually know a time where I wasn't just love in romance. What’s a person suppose to do arriving at such a far-fetched place? Everybody's changing, progressing, but I actually feel less of the same. Its just not the same and I don't feel right.

Without this, life loses its ( Read more... )

I've been visiting a park. The one I don't really like going to. But somehow I always end up finding myself there, regardless of the direction I'm going. Months are left in between each visit but lately, its been somewhat of a daily routine. The place had a lot of promise in my early days but nowadays its just an eyesore. Too much left undone, or ( Read more... )

Ive been so lost in being lost lately that I havent been aware of the life Ive been living. Life is slowing down, faster then I can understand, too fast to keep my fragile steadiness. Im unable to move, incapable of changing this, so I stand still and watch time pass me by unnoticeably. These days are so empty, so far from being filled. Time wasted ( Read more... )

Turn off your lights, grab your iPOD and go outside. We all need some time alone, to think, to relax, to have some kind of profound realization of some sort. There's a world outside that moves at a constant speed with or without you.

There's still light outside with colorful clouds and a warm sky. The world is still awake and busy waiting for no ( Read more... )