and when i see you, i really see you upside down

but my brain knows better, it picks you up and turns you around

I know that my family situation is not ideal. I know this because I'm anxious whenever I'm around them. I know that I probably won't ever say any real words to them anytime soon. I know that there's more to the reason that I'm just acting like "a brat." I know that she's in trouble, and nobody will do anything about it ( Read more... )

it's just a matter of time.

I'm dealing with things and people and events far beyond what I can handel right now.

I'm sitting in my computer class, and he might as well be speaking spanish about this Binary code stuff.

Everything around me may be falling apart, but I'm still happy.
novel.

Somebody that I believe doesn't even know me asked me if I why I'm "such a goody-two-shoes". I believe she based this judgment against me because of the following ( Read more... )

I think I'm fighting for things and believing in people too much. I may never win, and probably will never get what I so desperately want. In the month or so I've been back here, I feel as though I'm completely exhausted from defending myself. It’s entirely possible that I am the biggest idiot on this campus. If I had just listened to what everyone ( Read more... )

my mind was yelling at how angry I was
but my heart
my heart...

If that's the way you want it

Well there you go.

♥

On my life I'll try today,
there's so much I've felt I should say
but even if your heart would listen,
I doubt I could explain

I really want my moccasins to hurry up and get here, because my feet are cold and need warmth. I'm afraid they're just never going to come and I'll be stuck here in Fitchburg with no shoes. I had a pair, last year. But after a lot of wear and tear I ruined them. Its for the best, I suppose. Everybody deserves new shoes when the ones you thought ( Read more... )