Let's sing it together...

You're a shithead.
I'm a shithead.
We all are shitheads.

Don't make the mistake of thinking any differently.

My new drama is the anti-drama...
State of "directness"
that more or less amounts to whom or whatever will
"take it for what it's worth".
irony holds less for me these days.
So does the unthinkable.
how poetic we all are.

here are my drunk and random ramblings of the night.

and a blah blah blah, blah blah blah blah.....blahhhhhhhh.
yeah, that about sums it up.

to all of the amazing people that i take for granted in my life...
thanks for being someone with whom i can truly be myself.
i love you.

(yeah, it's another sentimental night for jessica)

Yeah...
i don't appreciate many things as intensely as i do in this very moment.
And for that i am both sorry and grateful.
If your friends are in fact a projection of yourself;
well, then my friends
truly do embody both my good and evil.
I love them--
And at times like this I remember how to love my life.

It takes quite a bit to really, truly, "get" me.
I can endure some pretty intense childishness.
Maybe that's what grade school taught me.
God knows this shit certainly doesn't fall short.

I wish things didn't have to turn out shitty.
i am not a shitty person.
i try hard not to be.
Everybody has their own interpretation of things.
i understand this;
but it sucks nonetheless.

cleaned the house and polished the new furniture today.
i must say, the house is looking dapper again.

P.S. i had a good time last night too guys.
P.P.S angie and kristy (more fun had you been here too)

now i can go to work. (yuck)

All the things that have recently been happening,
The things that I, for some reason, tell myself matter...
Well, I guess they really don't.
I'm in the thick of things right now.
THAT IS OKAY.
That is growing.
That is life.
There are times when it all seems to "come together".
And those times are what see me through.

the elated feeling
has just been followed by a mild sickness.
perhaps guilt.
hmmm...
or maybe i'm hungry.